I ran down the stairs that lead into the small parking house next to our apartment, my breaths short, tears welling up in my eyes.

The one thing I had stolen from the bosses apartment was quickly taken out from the jacket that I had put on. I ran and ran, hearing your footsteps behind mine, your voice calling out my name, pleading for me to stop.

And when I finally stopped running, I turned around to look into your tear filled eyes.

It was when I realized what I now know, Chanyeol. You have destroyed my life, corrupted me to the point that I was willing to point a gun towards my own heart.

And so, I did.