life update because its been like 6 months since ive last posted??

its summer now and i actually passed 9th grade

i did reslly good 4th term actually, atleast in the end

actually in fact the beginning of 4th term was terrible, i was doing bad in school anddd at home, my mental health wasnt good

i was in a like talking stage with someone who i was losing interest in because he sucked and i was stressing how to tell him, in the end he told me he was losing feelings so we broke it off on good terms

actually that was months ago and now im dating one of his friends thats kinda awkward isnt it

am i bad for thag LMAO??? i dont know

but yeah i have a boyfriend now all is going well with him july 1st will be our one month

my dad really likes him and he says his mom loves me so like yay

right now?? my mental health is eh

my mom is living with her parents so everytime im at my moms i wanna die because i hate being around them, nothing againdt them its just ugh

especially recently ive really been wanting to move in with my dad but i know that will cause a tonnnn of problems that i dont think i have the mental health to deal with

my current hyperfixation is joji i love his music sm hes just so

also its almost artfight time but my art sucks and i haven't really drawn in awhile but im joining it anyway, probably a bad idea but

im also 6 months clean from sh and thats a really big thing to me im so proud of myself

okay thats all i got have a great day 😘