i want to write

really

i do

but lately i find

i can't see

through

the shadows that hide

the ideas still

come in

waves

but they overpower

me so

much these days

that none survive

so in silence

i sit

alone

deleting everything

i start

forlorn

thinking, time to quit

'cause when desire

it fades

fast

the need it seems

doesn't 

last

i find i don't give a shit