I
Will
Never
See
The
Light
Of
Day
..........
And
I
Will
Never
Know
Someone
Who's
Sane
...........
Because
If
I
Keep
Moving
On
.......
It's
Like
I've
already
Givin
Up
......
AND
IF
I
GIVE
UP
.........
It's
like
I
Never
Even
Wanted
It
Anyway
......
I can't keep doing this to myself
Lying everyday
But I can't die
If I die
My love dies
Never thought I could love
Father thinks I'm a witch
Mother thinks the same
Sisters think I'm a whore
Said it themselves
I have some people
"Friends" you could say
But
I don't know if they're friends
I care for them
And they care for me
But I'm still so empty
People accuse me of being a fake
Accuse me of being an attention whore
I like fake smiling
It reminds me that they'll never understand
I sound stupid
Like a fake little cunt trying for attention
I guess that's what I am to everyone else
I can't blame them
I want to die
Dying mean all the pain is over
But I want a chance
A chance to be important
I wonder if I'll get that chance
Maybe god will want me
Or send me to hell where I might belong
I guess I'll find out
In time
Mistakes and misfortunes
They're what make me..me
I can't stop him from hating himself
I can't stop him from blaming himself
I can't do anything
I'm trash
Heh
Those words
I've heard them before
Maybe parents? No
Siblings? Maybe
Friends? Maybe
Strangers? Hmmmm
OH I KNOW
All of them