I feel like shit. I'm on my week, and the pain from it is unbearable. I was literally curled up in a ball crying. I don't mean the "figuratively" kind of "literally", like people tend to use. I mean on the nurse's cot, hearing pad against my stomach, shaking, and crying silently. I feel nauseous, overheated, and I wanna cry more. It's lunch, so I could always crawl back to the nurse's office, but I just came back from there. I don't know if I should go there to ask if my dad can pick me up, or if I should try to suck it up and keep going. I need painkillers, I wanna go home. I can't take this pain anymore.

At least physical pain is treatable.