"Distortion is the newest drug I'm on.
Blur and static don't even compare.
It brings a new type of sensation.
I didn't know I needed.

Blocking out the real world.
Numbing my insides til,
I can barely comprehend.

People who say they care.
They tell me to stop.
That it's taking over my life.
But I don't care,
I don't give a second of my day.

Look at them
with their picture perfect life.
Like it hasn't been seen before.

We know the price on their heads.
All it takes is one wrong move and checkmate.
I'll one day take their life.

Tired of my pathetic one.
I've never smiled only I was little.
They abuse their own lives.

One...
day....
it....
will...
...be mine!

After one more dose
and I'll do it.
If it doesn't kill me first."