A lot has happened in the past couple of months. I went from happily engaged to an idiot making the biggest mistake of my life. Through that mistake I lost the best friend I could've ever asked for, and hurt the one person I love the most in this world. The one who's always been there for me no matter what. A boy I loved for months and months before we finally got together. A boy so precious and all around amazing who deserves nothing but happiness always. The boy I'll spend the rest of my life with, through thick and thin no matter what.

I messed up before, and it'll never happen again. The pain of seeing you in that hospital bed was the worst I have felt in a long long time. I couldn't eat, sleep, and sometimes I found myself short of breath. Leaving your side was not an option for me. I did at one point, but I couldn't again. When the doctors would come do checkups on you, or really when they came in for any purpose they knew to not even try to make me leave cause they'd have to drag me kicking and screaming. I promise to give you space when you need it, but always be available to you. I promise to never let my insecurities get the best of me again. I promise to make you happy, comfort you, and help you through anything this world has to throw at you.

Daniel James Seavey
I promise to love you unconditionally forever and always.

I just wanted to tell you that.