I get it, imma fuxk up. It's okay you can keep yelling at me and telling him everything that I've done wrong. I know I'm the worst daughter friend sister whatever relation anyone has with me I suck at it I get it. It's okay if no one cares I'm alright with that. If she doesnt wanna talk to me thats completely fine with me. I'm not gonna force someone to be with me if they're unhappy even if it hurts. I'll be okay. Even if it hurts I'll be alright. I'll keep crying by myself I'll keep going even if my heart hurts and I feel like giving up so bad. I'll be alright. I'll be just fine.