You know how sometimes you want to do something so bad.
Like really really bad but you know that after you do it you'll regret it.
Like deeply regret it.
And all of your efforts toward stopping yourself from doing that one thing will go to waste. Then you'll have to start again.
And then never do it again.
That's so hard especially when you would do that one thing so often.
So you sit on your bed and try to talk yourself out of committing that bad thing hoping that your mind will get the message.
This is how i feel right now
Actually for the past few weeks.
*sigh* ahhhhh.
Byeeeee