I walk into the bathroom to go take a shower. I keep telling myself.." Don't look in the mirror. Don't look in the mirror. Don't look in the mirror. Don't look in the mirror. " but of course life doesn't work my and i my glance falls to the mirror where i see my body. So ugly. So fucking ugly. My mind tells me that I'm ugly,stupid. Worthless, piece of shit,. And guess what? I BELIEVE IT.  It's so true. My mind telling me that nobody will like me much less love me. I try to fight it but I never win. I always lose. Im losing at life too. I should just die. It'll be for the best.
Bye
Until next time.... if there is one that is....