a.n: by the way jungkook's major is engineering  , ehh.

You're gonna hate me😂

a little cutting 😅
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As soon as Taehyung and Jungkook got home, they shared some smooches and ate before getting ready for tonight's party. "Tae, I'm tired. Can you do it all?" The younger whined as he was tired from the graduation wearing the big gown and walking around. "Okay fine. You may rest for a bit." Taehyung rolled his eyes and started cleaning up around the living room.

"Hyung, can you bring me the bucket of ice cream that's in the refrigerator, please." Taehyung sighed and stopped his cleaning chores and got the younger ice cream. "You're gonna get fat eating ice cream all week. You've been carving ice cream a lot nowadays." [an: I know you people, don't you even] Taehyung teased and Jungkook pouted. "Are you calling me fat!"  He stood up and stomped towards Taehyung. "Maybe." Taehyung mocked.

"Oh you're so dead, Kim Taehyung." The said male started laughing when Jungkook tickled him. "You're fat. I'm not fat." Jungkook scoffed before getting up from the floor and going back to the couch to eat the remaining of the ice cream that's left. "I hate you." Jungkook mumbled. "I heard ya." Taehyung said from the kitchen. "Good!" Jungkook shouted so the other could hear him better.

"Taehyung, you have a message." Jungkook called Taehyung, whose phone had just dinged. "Can you look at it." Taehyung shouted.

"It's a unknown number saying that they missed you and that they're going coming here tonight."

Taehyung walked towards Jungkook and sat down beside him. "Let me see." He took the phone and typed,

"Who's this?"

"You don't know who is that?" He shook his head as Jungkook questioned. "Oh they're typing."

"Bogum, don't you remember me, taetae?"

Taehyung gasped at who the person was and started getting nervous. "Who's Bogum?" Jungkook looked over his shoulder and saw the text. "Oh, uh, it's no one. Don't worry. I have to go back to cleaning for tonight." Taehyung hurriedly put the phone inside his pocket and walked away. Jungkook confusingly looked at the older and shrugged.

"I'll help you too." He got up and walked to the kitchen to put away the ice cream.

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"Oh-my-God. I'm can't believe it's been three hours. The guest are going to show up anytime soon, I'm going to go get dressed." Jungkook stretched his arms and walked up to their bedroom. "Aren't you coming Tae?" He stopped on his track and looked at his fiancé who was staring at his phone. "Taehyung?"

Taehyung looked up as Jungkook made confused face. "Oh sorry, coming." He nodded and walked up the stairs with Taehyung following him. "So, are you going to keep on telling me that the Bogum guy is a nobody?" Jungkook asked putting on a nice blue dress shirt.

"Yeah, don't worry." Taehyung nervously chuckled. "Help me with the tie." Jungkook looked at the other with puppy eyes. Taehyung shook his head chuckling to himself and grabbed onto the tie that was on Jungkook's neck. Jungkook placed his arms around Taehyung's neck and leaned in to peck the other's lips. "What was that for?" He shrugged and grinned. "Because I love you." Taehyung's face fell. He didn't know why.

"What's wrong?" Jungkook asked, bringing the older closer. "Nothing." Taehyung said to which Jungkook confusedly nodded. "Why is the Bogum guy coming over?" He asked.

"I don't know Jungkook. Stop asking so much questions!" He flinched at Taehyung's tone and removed his arms from his neck. "Thanks for tying my tie." He said and walked downstairs, while Taehyung stood there sighing and not knowing what to do about his ex coming to his place. How did he even know my address? Wasn't he in Europe? He questioned himself.

"Taehyung, Seokjin hyung and Namjoon hyung are here!" Jungkook yelled from the living room. Trying to forget that his ex was coming over, he walked downstairs and greeted the guest. "Sorry, I was doing something."

"It's no problem. Congratulations on graduating,  again Jungkook-ah." Seokjin hugged the boy as well as Namjoon. "Excuse me." Jungkook excused himself and walked to the door which just rang. "Oh, Mingyu and WonWoo hyung! Oh and Mr. Jung and Mrs. Jung, come in please." He tried sounding as excited as he could and hugged them.

"Is something wrong?" His best friend asked. "I'm fine. Why'd you ask?" He nervously laughed, rubbing his neck. "I'm your bestfriend." Mingyu rolled his eyes. "I'm fine. C'mon inside."

"I'm tired. I want to sleep." He whispered to himself which Taehyung heard. "Just stay till all of the guest are gone. After all, it is your graduation party." He cursed himself before turning to look at Taehyung. He smiled and walked towards Mingyu and WonWoo, ignoring Taehyung. There was something wrong with Taehyung and he knew. All these started when he read the text.

Who is Bogum?

"Jungkook, come here." Taehyung called but he just ignored and kept on talking to Seokjin and Mingyu. It's not like he was completely ignoring Taehyung. He was just mad that Taehyung was obviously hiding who the man was.

In his head, he was creating worst case scenarios. Being a person with anxiety, all he could think was either the man was his lover or Taehyung was cheating. He wasn't not trusting Taehyung, it was just his anxieties; he couldn't help stop thinking wrong ideas.

His thoughts were interrupted when the bell rang. He walked towards the door and opened the door to see an attractive man standing there with a smile pasted on his face. "Who are you?" The guy asked with complete irritated expression. "I'm Jungkook. Who are you looking for?" He introduced himself. "I'm pretty sure this was Taehyung's place." The guy in front of him mumbled to himself but Jungkook heard.

This must be the Bogum guy. He thought. "Who's that Jungkook?" Taehyung asked walking to the door. "Oh nobo-" "Taehyung-ah!!" The guy barged in and threw himself into Taehyung. Jungkook's anxiety was kicking in.

He fisted his hands and gritted his teeth. Taehyung has his mouth wide open in shock. "I'll be going to bed. I'm tired. Thank you all for coming today." He bowed and walked away with his head low so that the others in the room wouldn't see those pitiful tears that were in the verge of falling from his eyes.

Why is it that every time I'm happy, something comes along and ruins it? He locked the door and walked to the bathroom. He thought of doing something he hadn't done it in a long time. "I'm not going to do it." He told himself and picked up the razor; his body wasn't listening to him.

"Who is he?"

He slide the razor blade horizontal way on his wrist, biting his lips in order to not let out sounds of cries.

"What is Taehyung not telling me?"

He made another red line.

"Why do I feel this way?"

Another one.

And another. Until he couldn't do it anymore. He cried with his hand in his mouth so he wouldn't make noises. He had stopped. Why the sudden trigger? Why was he doing it again?

He scolded and hated himself for breaking a promise he made to Taehyung.

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"Jungkook!" He heard his name being called. Did he not locked the door? He did. Just the door to their bedroom, not the bathroom. Stupid.

"Jungkook! Wake up please!"

"Jungkook I swear to god open your fucking eyes!"

He wanted to. He wanted to open his eyes and look at Taehyung and apologize for being stupid and cutting himself; but he couldn't. He was just too tired to open his eyes.

"Jungkook please!" He felt waters dropping in his face. Jungkook squinted his eyes and slowly opened his eyes.

"Why?" Taehyung cried. "Why did you fucking cut yourself? You promised you wouldn't! You promised you'd call me whenever you felt like cutting yourself! You promised me." The older male cried.

Jungkook brought his other hand which wasn't razored and wiped away Taehyung's tears. "I'm sorry," was the only thing that left his mouth. "Wait here, I'll bring the first aid kit." Jungkook shook his head, wanting Taehyung to stay with him. "Fine then, I'm carrying you to the first aid kit." Taehyung scooped his fiancé and walked to their bed and sat the hurt male on the bed before opening the drawer of the nightstand.

Jungkook looked at his wrist and called himself many unwanted words, words that would've hurt someone if a person said so. "Taehyung, I'm sorry." He apologized. The said male finally took out the kit and opened it.

"Stop apologizing."

He kneeled in front of the boy and got the white clothe [an: Idek what they're called haha, but you know what am I talking abt so] and hurriedly wrapped it around the younger's wrist.

When he was done, he looked at the male sitting on the bed and caressed his cheeks. "I'm sorry."

"What about the guest? Where are they? Did Jimin hyung and Mr. Min came?" Jungkook questioned avoiding Taehyung's eyes. "Yeah, they came. They're gone. He's gone too."

"I'm tired. I'm sleeping." Jungkook laid down, back facing the older and closed his eyes. The other male sighed and put away the kit. He also got in the bed and turned off the light. "Jungkook, I'm sorry I didn't tell you who that was." Jungkook opened his eyes but didn't turned around to look at the male.

"He's someone I used to date." Jungkook's heart shattered. How can someone get that friendly when it's their ex? "We dated for two years but I saw him cheat on me and so I said we should break up right where I saw him and ran away from him. He still tried to contact me tons of time but I never replied to any of his messages or calls. I completely ignored him and even got a new phone so he wouldn't know but I don't know how he got my number and my address. I promise I didn't know he was going to come here. I love you not him."

Jungkook wanted to turn around and shower the male with kisses but his body wouldn't move. It was disobeying him again, just like earlier. "I'm sorry for not telling you who he was but I promise I don't love him. I love you, Jungkook."

"I know I'm the reason you cut yourself today and I hate myself for that. I really do love you and only you. God, I'm marrying you." Taehyung scooted closer and hugged Jungkook. "Please look at me. Please let me kiss you," and that's when Jungkook turned around.

Without a word, he buried himself on Taehyung chest and hid himself. Taehyung kissed his head and drew patterns on his back. "Forgive me?" Taehyung asked.

Jungkook didn't say a word but hugged the older tighter. "I'll take that as yes." Taehyung chuckled a little and once again kissed the boy's head.

"I'm sorry I broke my promise." Jungkook finally said after a while. "It's okay. I love you." Jungkook raised his head and kissed Taehyung. Without hesitation, Taehyung responded to the kiss.

"Go to sleep. We'll talk tomorrow, okay?" Jungkook nodded and positioned himself comfortably in Taehyung's chest.

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a.n:  hehe , ops. since someone wanted me to update.
ilyt guys 😏💕😝

like it says in some previous chapter that Jungkook gets jealous easily and gets hurt easily.