Benzo

"You know, just 20 minutes ago you wasn't attracted to me.. what changed?" Zelle removed her hand from my sex.

I rolled my eyes feeling annoyed. If I'm clearly wanting you now then why are you questioning me?

"I don't know but I want you now." I said blankly.

She just looked at me as if I had something up my sleeve.

"Look, were just intoxicated and high. You feeling like this now but will regret the shit later. So let's just chill or we can still take our asses to the mall like we were suppose to." She suggested.

"Nevermind.." I sighed sliding off her lap.

"I'm not rejecting you-"

"But you are.." I cut her off.

"Benzo, I like you. I do. But we just met not to mention I don't know shit about you besides what you put on youtube." She said.

"Okay and—?" I asked eyeing her.

"Okay and I would rather get to know you personally than through a screen."

"Okay so get to know me through my pussy and all that will follow." I said with all seriousness.

"Look how about tomorrow, I take you on a date or something?" She asked.

"Hmm.." She raised an eyebrow at me.

"Okay. Where and what time?" I asked sliding ny clothes back on.

Come to think about it I really tried to give into her like that.

I've never seen that side of me.

Then again I tried to get Kali to go down on me but she's a fucking pillow princess.

"Mmm you pick a place and we'll go around 8:30." She said.

"Okay bet. How about Turkey Leg Hut?"

(A/N if you from HTX then you know🥴I cant wait to go)

"That expensive ass p-" I shot daggers at her.

"Okay okay, but we'll be all day in that damn line. In fact we'll go around 12 pm its better during the day."

"Okay ill send my addy tomorrow." I grabbed my phone and my keys.

Today really pissed me off.

First its my ex bitch of 5 years and my best friend sleeping together.

Then the sexual tension between me and Zelle.

I can see what she meant but it could of just been a quickie. You know... bust a nut and go.

I did set myself up though by saying I wasn't attracted to her.. even though I am lowkey. Just physically I guess. I don't know shit about her.

I finally gathered myself and left.

My high was going away slowly so I was able to drive but I had to really focus on what the fuck I was doing.

I drove back home and was hoping they both left.

I walked upstairs and twisted the door knob to see if the door was still unlocked and it was.

I walked in still smelling sex in the air.

They must of  kept going after I left.

I sat my stuff down on the bar counter and walked into the kitchen.

I went in the fridge grabbing me some of the left over spaghetti we had the night before.

"We.."

She really cheated on me after 5 years. I was stupid enough to believe she had a sister I never met that we've been sending money too.

All of this and for what?

Why not just keep it a buck a tell me? Then with my best friend.

I warmed up my plate and sat in the living room to eat.

What will I do about youtube? People watch US as a couple.

You know how much work we put into this shit?

I might as well set everything straight now cause she not coming back here.

I sucked up my pride and called Kali.

"Hello..?" She answered.

"Yea um look. I don't know what you're going to do about our chan—"

"Me and Lani are gonna use my personal channel.." She said throwing me way off.

This bitch and her audacity.

"Excuse me..?" I said.

Now Kali did make her own personal channel about 2 years ago when we started blowing up. Which I should have did but I didn't.

Thing is she never used it but with the hype we already have it won't take long for her to get her subscribers up.

"You really just finna throw all our shit out like that? What the fuck would you and Lani have that we have?" I asked.

"Benzo, I'm really sorry and I do love you—"

"Spare me the fucking hurt, you CLEARLY don't give a fuck Kali. You was really plotting on me for y'all to be together?? Who is gonna fuck with y'all as a couple knowing damn well all of our fans know she is my best friend Kalise?!" I started to get a little pissed off.

"I don't know we'll figure it out. You can have whatever else. Me and Lani are together and that's it. Im sorry I really am." She spoke.

"Both of y'all some low down dirty ass bitches bruh. I hope you know Lani just told me last week she fucked a bitch who had crabs. Get what's coming to you hoe!" I hung up the phone and tossed it onto the table.

"She really fucking played me." I sighed.

I might as well make a video now. Imma blast that bitch on god.

I walked into my room and set up everything I needed.

I sat down and turned on my ring light.

I got on instagram and messaged Teen Shaderoom.

"Aye look out for the video I'm dropping at 4 today. Issa whole lotta whole lottaaaa🥴" I wrote.

Not too long after they messaged back "Bet boo!😩"

I pressed record and started what was now a messy ass chain of events to come in the next few weeks.

"What the fuck is up you guys, It's Benzo—"

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Now we start the book😉

Y'all I'm so upset I had to cancel my baby shower cause of this damn virus😭but I'm a few days from almost having a month left before he is hereeeee🧸🎈 #April24th im being induced and the best part is my birthday is on April 20🥴

Look at his chunky butt😩😭he wouldn't move to get a good picture of his face🙄

Whew yall im so in love with him🥺looking just like his damn daddy but with my nose.

(If y'all didnt know about this... then surprise🙂)