×××

i wished for another soul,
to end this loneliness,
but do i want this emptiness to stop?
is it a friend, other than darkness,
that i wanted?

i'm going to be attached.
i'm going to have emotions.
i'm going to feel.

am i ready to let someone in?

i told myself,
question my heart,
over and over,
until i've found the answer.

what i fear most than being alone,
is to be left alone.

×××

25.08.2018