its very clear to most

however much i try to hide it

or convince myself

that i dont feel it

but as always i fail

because im open book

anyone can read me

but you have to see to do it effectively

only the one i wish could see

cant read me

or maybe is just as afraid as i am of what it could be

this emotion is really quite deadly

controlling it never comes easily

but once you can its horrid

once its gone you're good as dead

i hate myself for it being them

i promised again and again

i could never see them

well i always was an oath breaker

except the one i made for her

i tried to keep it closed

but the pages unfold

and its all revealed

to all but the subject

its probably just gonna be another reject