I'm living in constant fear and depression and anxiety. I had someone in my life who helped with it but I lost them, I found someone else but they are unstable, I hear a song we used to sing and I can't stop crying now, I want them back, I miss them not their affection just our long talks about music and ya singing together, I want them back but they hate me now, I can't have someone because of a choice I made and I stand by it but it still kills me every time someone mentions us. I want them back but I don't know how to fix what I broke.