Chapter 9
(A/N play the song above while reading the chapter!)
Chloe's POV.
I don't trust my own words and emotions. My whole body is a mess I feel really intimidated but at the same time attracted to Christopher. The fact that he's so close to me is really bothering. All I can think of is kissing him right now, right here. But it's not right! But still I wanna do it. His one touch turns my whole body on and I keep on waiting for more. It's like I'm so dependent on him, I need him. I can't help my feelings. I think that I might be falling for him.
No! Chloe focus you cannot fall for him. He is a playboy a guy that thinks that he is capable of bringing any girl to his bed but you have to be strong and face him and show him your power.
My conscious side said. But my body and my heart said something else which was showed as I brought my face closer to his and he did so too. I couldn't help it anymore, his arms were tightly circled around my waist and I was pinned to the wall his face so close to mine, his hot breath fanning against my cheeks. We both were staring into each other's eyes. I glanced down at his lips and then looked back up. His eyes became darker, if that's even possible.
Then he crashed his lips on mine, roughly and passionately. I circled my arms around his neck and pulled him more closer to me. We were kissing passionately and longingly that I didn't want to pull apart. He bit my lower lip making me moan.
I pulled apart breath less, we stayed in each other's arms for a moment longer until I pushed him lightly against his chest but he didn't budge a muscle. He was still staring at me and I felt my face heat up. I bet I was looking like a red tomato by now.
"Don't look away. You look cute when you blush," Christopher said and put a finger under my chin and raised my head up.
By him saying that I blushed more. Great! Note the sarcasm.
"I love you, Chloe"
That one sentence made my world stop. My eyes widened as I stared into his dark ones. Was he serious? I cannot believe this! No one in my life history has ever said that to me. By the way I'm a virgin and I don't have a boyfriend, not now not ever.
My heart started beating fast as I stared into his eyes. He was telling the truth I could see it and hear it. The sincerity and longing in his voice, his rapid heart beat, his clear but dark eyes that captured my heart. Everything said that he was telling the truth.
I opened my mouth to say something but he put his index finger against my lips and shushed me.
"You don't have to answer that now I won't rush you so take your time to think about it. I'm sorry if I'm rushing things a bit but I couldn't help but confess cause I've loved you since the day I met you. And I know you must be thinking that I was a jerk at that time then how can I love you. Well it was a way of my love... I guess I was really annoyed and these feelings were unknown to me. I'm sorry for what I did to you in high school but I still love you alright" Christopher said. He smiled and pecked me on the cheek.
"Take this day off if you want to cause I know it's a lot to take in" he said as he sat on his chair.
"Okay" I said as I left him in the office and went down by the lift. All the things were rushing in my head. Christopher loves me. He loves me! He freaking loves me! A girl like me deserves a moron who does not even look good but what is happening in my life? Okay maybe that was rude but seriously I never thought that the enemy of my life would end up liking me. Or loving me.
I exited the building, found a taxi, sat in it and then drove off. I was still fazed, thousand thoughts still crowded my mind. I closed my eyes and sighed in frustration. I rubbed my forehead with my index finger.
This was really a lot to take in, I know that he just confessed to me that he loves me but all this is just so new to me that it's really hard for me. I hated him from the day I met him and now I go to him and kiss him and then he tells me that he loves me! I don't know if I love him. I know I was falling for him but I don't know if I'm completely in love with him.
What should I say?
My mind says that I should reject him but my heart says something else it says something that I cannot understand. These words do t even make sense. But whenever he touches me and kisses me and stays with me, I feel complete. I don't feel like I'm lonely or alone. He just gives me something that I need.
There is a difference between want and need. I know the want is there but the need is larger than the want. The need increases as I stay with him. It increases more faster when I'm not with him. When I'm away from him I think about him. Why is it that I cannot stop it? Why? What the hell is wrong with me? Maybe I should go to a therapist before I kill myself with my thoughts.
The taxi reached my home and I got out of it. Payed the driver and walked to my building then upstairs to my room. I slumped on my bed and closed my eyes. I sighed. This is the bed in which I slept with Christopher. His warm arms, his deep breaths, our closeness, everything felt so real and so good. I know you may think that I'm just using him but the truth is I don't know if I even love him.
There is something in my heart that I cannot understand. Whenever he's near me my heart starts racing, and pounds like a freaking drum. When he looks at me or stares at me, I can't help but blush. When he talks to me, I get nervous but still keep it in. What is happening? Everything was fine before I met him. But after getting this close to him, I'm starting to develop new feelings for him.
With all these thoughts still in my head I fell asleep.
I woke up after a long sleep and looked around. It was dark. I looked at the clock on the bedside table it was 2 in the morning. Now I think that I cannot sleep cause I've slept for a long time. I got out of bed and went to the bathroom. I freshened up and wore my pjs.
All the thoughts were still rushing in my head. I still couldn't believe it.
I turned on the tv and put the news Channel. I wanted to distract myself from thinking a lot but I couldn't do it.
Christopher.
My heart raced. I got out of my couch. I wore a scarf around my neck and ran out of my house. I took a taxi again and told him to go to his office.
I don't know what I'm doing but I think it's right. I just wanted to see him.
We reached the office. I payed the driver and came out of the car. I looked up and down. I had a spare key to open the office incase no one is there. I tried to open the front door and it was open then there was someone in there.
"Hey miss where are you going?" Someone shouted behind me.
I looked back the security stood behind me. "Oh sorry I was looking for Christopher I'm his secretary" I said.
He furrowed his brows and said. "He is there still in his office"
"Okay I promise I'll come back in five, please" I said. He hesitated for a minute but nodded.
I went in and took the lift. I reached the floor. I ran to his office and opened the door. There he sat in his chair. His eyes were closed. He was sleeping. He looked cute when he slept. I came close to him and cupped his cheek with my hand.
He sighed in his sleep. I couldn't help but stare at him. Then he suddenly caught my hand. I gasped in surprise as he opened his eyes and blinked.
"Wha- Chloe? What are you doing over here?" Christopher asked frowning.
"I couldn't help but come back to you" I whispered.
He looked at me with a longing in his eyes.
"When you confessed to me, I was shocked completely. But I thought about it the whole time, I couldn't get my mind out of it. I don't know what this feeling is but I can't help but fall for you" I said as a tear slipped from my eye.
He stood up from his chair and cupped my cheeks. He pecked my forehead.
"Thank you" he said and I looked up at him.
"For what?"
"For coming back to me, even I couldn't stop thinking about you, hell it's even harder to control myself right now from kissing you" he said as he brought his face closer to mine.
"Then kiss me you idiot," I said and pulled his head closer to me and crashed his lips on mine. Our lips moved in sync. I moaned against his lips as he moved his lips and entered my mouth. He bit my lower lip and kissed me with a longing, like he was waiting for this moment.
Now I think I can't help falling in love with this playboy.
----------------------
Song: can't help falling in love with you by Elvis.
Hey my crazy maniacs!
Long chapter for those long waiting guys! Thanks so much for waiting! I hope you liked the chapter.
Thank you for all your comments! You guys are so sweet. *hugs for each one of you*
LOTS OF LOVE♥️♥️
SANA.
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen4U.Com