Is it weird that I'm, like, super proud of these bits of art, even though it's like super deep and depressing?

I mean, I used bases for all of them, but only the actual body of all of them is the base, everything else (like the pool of blood, the clouds, all the backgrounds, the tears, the words) I made myself

I personally love this one the best, I tried a blur tool for the blood and I love the outcome.

So what do y'all think?