1 April 2018

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No I'm just kidding this is no joke
It's a real update lol

Also that drawing of Jimin is made by me :) 
I know I'm not super talented or anything but drawing is fun especially when you draw something or someone you really like ;) And...

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Y/n POV

It was everything I needed at that time someone to hold me tight and tell me that its gonna be fine.

But I never thought it would be coming from someone who at first was my biggest nightmare and now...

He's the one who's trying to keep me awake and not close my eyes.

He's holding me tight not letting me fall into the darkness.

That darkness that I use to call my only friend..

That darkness who holds your breath and messes up your mind like no human being can...

I hear a phone calling that's what wakes me up from my sleep.

I look at my phone and see

"Lovely brother"

All I can say is that I hope that it was a dream and my mom is not at the hospital and that she doesn't have a 3% chance of surviving
But...

How could that explain the fact that my mascara is dry on my cheeks and I'm in Namjoons house hugging him ?

I pick up the phone and in the mean time Namjoon already woke up and looked at me with a worried face

When I picked up the phone I got shocked.. It wasn't my brother..

"Mrs ? Hallo?"

"I-im sorry I didn't hear you could you say it again" I said while almost choking on my saliva

"What I said was that we have been calling you for the passed 1 hour and you didn't pick up but we have something important to tell you..
Your brother well he was fighting for his life a hour ago but he lost
What happened is that after he heard that your mother didn't survive he runned out of the hospital and took his life
We did our best to save him but it didn't end up as we wished..I'm sorry for your lost madam"

"W-wwhat my- mom-broth-
NO its not true!!
It can't be true!"

"Mrs I'm really sorry but it is"

I threw my phone on the ground and just when I wanted to stand up and walk out of the door leave everything beside me and just end this shit someone turned me around and hugged me really tight

"Im so sorry for you really I get it if you want to be alone but please dont go out alone" Namjoon said caring

"Nam-joon I can't I need air I can't breath" I said and pushed him away

I opened the door not but fast ended up on the ground when I bumped into a tall man

"Who do we got here..You know son if you needed a slut you could always go on the street and have sex there but I guess it's okay I can also have a little fun now what kind that you thought of your dad.." The man said

"DON'T YOU DARE TO TOUCH HER YOU ASSHOLE!" Namjoon screamed while picking me up and letting me on my feet

"Oh so I see its not a slut from the street... My little son fell in love..what lovely...haha how sad is would it be if you saw your girlfriend laying on the floor in a pool of blood" the man said and slowly walked to Namjoon who was standing in front of me

"Y/n run up stairs now!"

"B-" I tried to say

"NO BUTTS RUN!" He screamed

I turned around and fast tried to run upstairs while hearing Namjoon scream and push his dad away but then at the half of the stairs I turned around and saw Namjoon on the floor with blood next to his head he is doing his best to stand up

"Little girl don't run away from me"

But then I realized that
His dad is walking up the stairs he can't walk straight. He clearly is on some drugs please tell me they will work out soon and he will be normal.

But with my luck at the top of the stairs I felt someone's hand on my feet and my face hit the floor I could taste the blood in my mouth.

"SLUT I TOLD YOU DONT RUN AWAY FROM ME"

I turned around and tried to get my feet out of his grip but it didn't work since he was pretty strong

"DONT DISAPPOINT ME YOU BITCH"

And right when I felt like I'm gonna end up in the same place where my mom and brother are at Namjoon came from back and pushed the man he fell on the floor next to me Namjoon started punching his like crazy but soon the man turned him around and was on top of Namjoon shaking him as yelling in his face stuff like

"HOW MANY TIMES DID I TELL YOU THAT GIRLS ARE WORTHLESS"

"YOURE JUST LIKE YOUR MOTHER AND YOU KNOW WHAT BECAUSE SHE'S STILL ALIVE YOU WILL PAY FOR HER AND YOUR LITTLE GIRLFRIEND WILL TOO"

That's enough I can't stand seeing it

"ENOUGH" I scream and kick the man off Namjoon

He falls to his side and grabs his stomach in pain

(Get it gurlll sorry not sorry)

In the mean time namjoon stood up amd grabbed a bear bottle and smashed it on the mans head

The glass made cuts in the mans face and head

It all happened with a lot of screams

I was In so much shook that I didn't know what to do so I just stood there blood on my face crying like never before

Namjoon picked the man up and smashed him against a wall the man just stood on his feet in any moment he would slide down the fall just then...Namjoon did something I never thought he would do

He stabbed the man with the glass bottle in his stomach...

"You know nobody deserves death unless they make someone want to kill themselves more than anything after all those years you've hurt Mom, my sister and me every day was a fight that I slowly was loosing thinking if I should kill myself and thinking if you ever would change but guess what instead of Killing myself I killed you and yes it does hurt me a lot to kill my father but it will never hurt as much as it hurs what you did to the family we had what you did to me..."

Namjoom said and looked at me I thought he was done but then he turned around and pushed the man again against the wall

"YOU MADE ME HURT THE PEOPLE I LOVE YOU MADE ME HATE MYSELF EVEN MORE IF THAT IS POSSIBLE
I BULLIED THE GIRL I LOVE JUST BECAUSE OF YOU YOU TOLD ME THAT LOVE DOESN'T EXSIST AND WHEN I STARTED TO FEEL LOVE MY MIND GOT EVEN MORE MESSED UP BUT GUESS WHAT NO BODY KNEW THE TRUTH IM NOT LIKE YOU AND I NEVER WILL BE I SAVE THE PEOPLE THAT I LOVE AND I WILL MAKE SURE THEY HAVE A GOOD LIFE"

That was the last thing he said before grabbing my hand and taking me down stairs getting important things and rushing out of the door into his car

Before he could get into the car I turned around and hugged him super thigh

"Im so sorry that you had to see and hear all that" he said while looking me right in the eyes

I just nodded and said

"Im sorry you had to go trough all that alone without anyone knowing how much he hurted you.."

He got closer and I felt his lips on mine

"Its okay trust me as long as I have you" he said when he pulled back with our foreheads connected to each other

I blushed and looked down

"Lets go somewhere...somewhere far away from here only us two"
Namjoon said while lifting my chin up with his finger and placing a soft kiss on my forehead

I nodded and hugged him like there is no tomorrow...but what if there really is no tomorrow?...
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MY LOVELY PEOPLE THIS IS NOT THE END OF THE STORY YET

I can't wait for your reaction cause let me say a LOT happened in this chapter but trust me a LOT more is gonna happen further in the story!

I thought of doing a face reveal and tbh why not ?

I know I'm nothing special but hey I'm human so I'm far from perfect cause I'm just a pice of trash so yup :) 😂

I just hope you enjoyed it its longer than usual because I didnt update in over two weeks I'm gonna try to update once a week since you know school is important and shit I wish I could update everyday but that's impossible

Anyway I love you guys thank you all for the support don't forget to vote and comment what you think! ❤

I love you! -Ali
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