Guys.. My head hurts like fuck right now. Doctor said i shouldn't be doing things to hurt myself but I'm fighting myself to use my phone. It's at struggle you know to look at my phone and even type. Plus all this stress? Ugh.. I can't handle this.. Who knows how long I'll be like this? I'm hurting so bad right now.. I think of just deleting everything. It's just hard for me now to deal with everything. I knew I shouldn't have used my phone but I stepped it up to talk to you guys, but now one person Is making this very hard. You guys don't know how much pain I'm dealing with right now. Stitches, almost in a coma, I can't play sports. Sports are my dream. Now I can't even do that. Maybe I should just delete everything