"There's always the one stupid mistake that changes everything"

"Suddenly she realized that what she was regretting was not the lost past but the lost future not what had not been, but what would never be"

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I've spent (a) year(s?) running. Ice confessedcpuntless times, some grander then others, I've cried countless tears. At times I gave up, at times I came back. I often wonder if those feelings will ever be returned.

I don't deny my intentions were flawed, I knew in every step what I was doing. What I will continue to do. I won't deny that I have been blinded. But in the blindness I've never been happier, if for a moment she felt the same for me as I did her. Even if they were lies, even if they were loopholes, even if they weren't, even if it was cheating.  I am happy...she gave me purpose in my life. I don't deny those feelings.

She told me she loved me, and I was relinquished off all things that doubted me. The world heavy with its problems, clouded my brain, vanished upon those words.

Even when she couldn't love herself, she loved me. That's why I won't give up, I'll be there,..I won't go anywhere anytime soon..my efforts, they might finally be getting through...

With whatever the future holds, I never won't to let go of the cloud nine feeling that comes with hearing her say... "I love you"

Story #9