Amanda woke up, and Niall was still asleep. She wanted to make sure JJ was ok. She went through the adjoining doors quietly. She was about to go knock on the bedroom door when she saw them on the couch. She smiled and walked towards them. JJ was asleep still on Harry's chest. It was hard for her in the moment to sort through everything, and she was extremely angry at Harry for what he did, but in the end, she wanted them to be together and be happy. The anger she felt was more towards how JJ would react to the situation more so than not believing Harry. She knew he loved JJ, she could tell. She probably knew before either one of them knew. She was still angry with JJ somewhat as well. She wished she would have called. She understood she didn't want to interrupt her with Niall's family but this was something she should have called for. She could have helped before this got as bad as it did. She smiled and waved when Harry opened his eyes. She asked him quietly. "How's she doing?"

He smiled. "She's struggling. Which I'm sure you knew would happen. But she stayed. And she came to me. She laid in the bedroom and I came to the couch. After a while I felt her climb here, and even though things may not be back to normal. I feel we can work through it." He responded quietly.

"Good. I'm sorry my anger got the best of me yesterday. But knowing how she would be and seeing it. I couldn't help myself." She apologized.

"I wouldn't have it any other way. I'm glad you always have her back." He told Amanda.

Amanda watched Julie slowly start to stir and pick her head up. "Hey sorry, didn't mean to wake you. I just wanted to make sure you were ok."

Julie slowly pushed herself up and sat at the end of the couch. "It's ok." She looked at the clock. "We have to go anyway."

Harry sat up and looked at her. "No, we don't. We're staying at least another day. I will not have Paris ruined for us."

"You have a lot scheduled. You can't just forget about it." Julie said.

"Yes, I can. We are staying, it will work out. This is what's important. I do not want us to remember Paris like this. Amanda and Niall are here we will make our last memories of Paris wonderful, with our best friends." He took her hand. "Please?"

Julie forced a small smile. "Yeah, we can try." She wasn't sure how to change her memories of Paris, but they were great up until Kendall so maybe they could.

Niall walked into the room towards the end of the conversation. "Yeah, sounds great. But no clubs, and no leather pants and short shirts."

The girls looked at him. They were confused.

"Exactly." Harry said. "Those guys were like wolves. They were going straight for the both of you."

"Straight for the heart. I have no idea how either of you question anything about yourselves. If you saw what we saw last night you wouldn't have any doubts." Niall continued.

"It drove me mad." Harry stood up. "When that guy lifted you from that bar, I seriously wanted to take him down. And trying to shield you from everyone else. I'm telling you it was horrible."

"I think you're exaggerating again." Julie said.

"I am not. I cannot believe you seriously did not notice." He said to her.

"He's not at all." Niall said as he looked at Amanda. "Same thing with you love, they seriously wanted the night to end differently than it did."

"It was one guy." Amanda said and Julie agreed.

"No, maybe that's all you two noticed but there were more." Niall said. "Like Harry said, wolves. Straight to your hearts."

"Well that wasn't our intention." Julie said. "We just wanted to forget." She got up and walked to the window.

"I know." Harry said walking up slowly behind her. "Doesn't change their thoughts though." He put his hand on her shoulder. He wasn't sure how far he should push things right now. He closed his eyes and took a deep breath when she covered his hand with hers. Even though it was only for a second it was a step closer.

"Alright, well, we will go get ready." Niall said reaching for Amanda's hand.

"Ok, I will order breakfast and it should be here by the time everyone is ready." Harry said.

"Oh, my god I'm so hungry." Julie said. It just hit her. She didn't really think about it.

"That's because you haven't eaten in like 48 hours. And this time, don't just push it around your plate, eat something." Amanda said taking Niall's hand and going back to their room.

Julie looked out the window a bit longer and then turned around to get ready.

"Julie." Harry looked at her. He couldn't fight the tears anymore. "Are we going to be ok?"

"I don't know." She whispered. She fought hard but the tears came anyway. "I've never hurt so bad. Maybe it's not reasonable but I just can't help it. I hope so though. I really do." She reached up and touched his cheek. She went into his arms when he hugged her.

"I do too." He said as he buried his face in her shoulder. After a few moments, he pulled back from her and cleared his throat. "Ok, sorry I will order breakfast." He wiped his eyes.

"Hey." She said when he turned away. "I wouldn't be here if I didn't love you. You know that, right?"

He turned and looked at her. "I do. But it's really nice to hear it."

"I love you Harry. That won't change. I figured that out waiting for the cab last night. I felt like my heart was physically breaking. The pain was unbearable. I'm angry, I'm hurt, I'm frustrated and I don't know how to deal with any of that. But I love you. Just be honest with me." She said.

"I will. Honestly, I love only you. I only want you, and I will do anything to make it up to you." He walked up to her and put his hand on her cheek. "I do not want to do anything to hurt you. Can I kiss you now?"

She kind of laughed at him asking her. "Yes, of course."

He leaned down and kissed her. "Let's make the next two days here full of lots of great memories."

"Without supermodels?" Julie looked up at him.

"You're more beautiful than anyone else Julie. Too me there is no one more beautiful. But yes, without supermodels." He shook his head at her.

They all ate breakfast together. Niall, Harry and Amanda did a lot of talking. Julie was still quiet. Amanda noticed she ate some but still pushed a lot of things around her plate. She did respond when anyone talked to her, but she didn't start a conversation. After breakfast Julie went into the bathroom to finish getting ready. Amanda followed and sat on the sink while Julie brushed her hair and teeth and applied her make-up. "Harry said you came to him last night after he offered to sleep on the couch."

"Yeah. This is the hardest thing I've ever done. I'm so angry. I feel he lied to me, even though it's more like omission. I'm afraid to let myself show the anger, because I'm not sure how that will go. I feel she did this on purpose even though I don't know her. And that probably sounds really crazy. And if I get angry and push him away then she wins. I'm trying really hard just to believe him. But she's so, well, she's a freaking supermodel."

"She is, and trust me I get why part of your thoughts would go there because of that, but you stayed so there has to be some part of you that believes that he loves you." Amanda said.

"I do, I want too. It's still hard for me to believe. I don't know, I can't explain it. This whole relationship thing confuses the hell out of me." She said picking up the box with the necklace in it. Harry had left it on the bathroom sink. She opened the box and looked at it. It was so beautiful. He was right it was perfect for her. It was a simple beauty just like she would wear.

"That's so pretty. It's so you." Amanda said taking the box from Julie.

"I know. I'm just afraid every time I look at it I will see those pictures in my mind. This sucks." Julie said putting her stuff away.

"Remember when you said she would win?" Amanda said taking the necklace out of the box. She got down off the sink, stepped behind Julie and put it around her neck and clasped it. She reached around and placed it perfectly on her chest. "It's perfect."

Julie stared in the mirror at it. She loved it. She started to cry and went to unclasp it.

Amanda stopped her. "No, JJ. It's yours. He got it for you. It has nothing to do with her." She stood on her tip toes wrapped her arms around Julie's neck from behind and rest her chin on her shoulder.

Julie closed her eyes and leaned her head against Amanda's. "You're right. What would I do without you?"

"You would be so super lost." Amanda laughed turned Julie towards her and wiped her tears for her. "Now let's go ruin Paris."

"I think we did that last night." Julie said kind of laughing. Her and Amanda walked out of the bathroom together. Julie felt so comfortable and so much better having Amanda there. Like her birthday poem said. Always accepts her crazy.

Harry walked up to Julie and wrapped her jacket around her shoulders. When he did he noticed the necklace around her neck. He took it in his fingers and looked at her.

"Hope it's ok. It was in the box in the bathroom. I can take it off." She said.

"Are you kidding? It's right where it belongs. It's perfect for you. You have my heart literally, and now figuratively. I saw it and thought of you immediately. I hope you never want to take it off." He said.

She touched it. She did love it. She hoped she could get rid of the negative she associated it with. "Thank you." She couldn't figure out what else to say. She wanted to just get past this but it was so hard.

"It's ok." He cupped her cheek. "Let's go see the city." He looked at Niall and Amanda. "Believe it or not we haven't gone to see the Eiffel Tower yet. Let's go explore some and then go see it closer to dusk. We can have dinner there and then go up and see the city lights."

"You've been in Paris days and haven't seen the tower?" Niall asked putting Amanda's jacket over her shoulders.

"Yeah well it was in the plans. Other things came up." Harry said.

"Right," Amanda said. "No need to explain. Sounds like a perfect plan to me."

"Me too." Niall said. "Princess you are going to love it."

"Oh, I already do." Amanda said laughing.

They spent the day exploring the city. They went into shops and the boys bought the girls true French apparel. They thought they looked adorable in their fedoras, scarfs and pea coats. They had a light lunch and did a lot of walking. At dusk, they took the girls to the restaurant at the base of the Eiffel Tower. It was positively beautiful.

Niall pulled the chair out for Amanda. She kissed him before she sat down. "This is the best impromptu vacation I've ever had."

He laughed. "Yeah let's not talk about what got us here. Let's just be happy we are."

She laughed. "Sounds like a great plan to me."

Julie went to reach for her chair when Harry stopped her. "Let me, please."

Julie looked up at him. "Sorry." She let him pull out the chair and sat down.

Niall and Harry discussed and ordered a bottle of wine and they shared with the girls what they thought would be good on the menu. After they ordered and had their wine poured, Niall took Amanda's hand and held it on the table. He leaned over and whispered in her ear.

Julie watched Amanda giggle and smile at Niall. There was still an awkwardness with her and Harry. She didn't want there to be. She had to give this the best chance possible to succeed. She looked over at him. She loved him. She couldn't deny it. She reached her hand out towards him.

He took it and kissed it. "Hi." He said.

"Hi." She said as she smiled and shook her head. It was that thing they did. It was amazing how the word 'Hi' could mean so much when it was such a common simple word.

He leaned down and kissed her. "You good?"

"Yeah, I'm good." She kissed him quick again.

"Awe, it's about damn time you two." Amanda said to them.

"Oh, shut up." Julie said to her.

"Here we go again." Niall said laughing.

"You shut up, too." Julie said to him.

He laughed harder. "Yep, hi JJ."

"I hate you, Niall." She said as Harry let go of her hand when the food came.

"I'm so glad." Niall said still laughing.

"Niall, there are forks around. You better behave." Amanda said starting to laugh at Niall.

"Oh Jesus." Julie said shaking her head. "Why do I even hang out with the two of you?"

"Because besides Harry we are the only ones that can put up with you." Niall said. "Hey!" He said when Julie threw a roll at him. "Stop throwing things already."

"Be glad it wasn't a glass." Harry said.

"Screw all of you." Julie said picking up her fork.

"Don't you mean fork all of you." Amanda said laughing.

"Fork you." Julie said looking at Amanda.

"Fork you too friend." Amanda said laughing harder.

After dinner, they went up as high as they could in the Eiffel Tower. It was completely beautiful but it was quite windy and getting quite cold. The girls were off from the boys a little bit checking out some of the things they could see. It was such a rush being up there. It was such an amazing view.

Harry and Niall were talking when they heard someone say hi. They turned around. It was Kendall and some of her friends. Harry looked at Niall and then asked what they were doing here. He was now starting to wonder what was going on. Niall looked over at the girls who hadn't turned around and noticed yet. He looked at Harry shook his head and went towards the girls when they started to walk over towards them.

"I'm freezing." Julie said to Amanda. "My hands are so cold. I didn't know Paris got this cold end of October."

"Yeah, me neither. Let's go get our boys and get them to take us some place and warm us up." Amanda laughed. She saw Niall walking towards them and smiled. She then saw Kendall the same time Julie did. "What the fuck. This is getting ridiculous." She said.

Julie shook her head. She was so done with this. She turned around to walk away.

Amanda went to stop her but Niall pulled her hand back. "JJ, don't. Don't let her do this." Niall said to her.

Amanda didn't know what Niall was trying to do but she watched Julie stop and clench her fists.

"C'mon JJ. I don't know what she's trying to do, but don't let her. Don't make it easy for her." He continued.

Julie turned around. Niall was right. She took a deep breath and walked towards Harry and Kendall and her friends.

Amanda looked at Niall. "Um, should we do something?"

"No, let's let her." He said wrapping his arms around her waist from behind.

Julie walked up behind Harry and put her freezing cold hands under his shirt and jacket so they touched his back.

Harry jumped and spun around. "Jesus!" He looked and saw Julie. He didn't know how this was going to go. "Your hands are like icicles."

"Yeah, I'm freezing." When he put his hands on her waist she reached up and put her hands on each side of his neck and took a deep breath. "I'd like to go, and I'd prefer to take my boyfriend with me, if you're done here."

"That shouldn't even be a question." He didn't even turn around. He kissed her and pulled her into his chest. When she turned around to walk back towards Amanda and Niall he wrapped her in his arms from behind.

Amanda smiled at Julie when they came back. "Atta girl."

"Well I changed my mind." Julie said.

"Changed your mind about what?" Amanda asked.

"She can't have him." Julie said matter-of-factly.

"Atta girl." Niall then said to her.

"Wait." Harry laughed. "I wouldn't let you give me away anyway."

"Atta boy." Julie said and they all laughed.

The girls stood at the railing one more time to look out over the city. Harry and Niall stood behind them, arms around them, hands on the railing on each side. The girls leaned back against them. It was freezing but they couldn't have been more content. Paris was now an amazing memory and they still had a day left.

Julie turned around and buried herself into Harry. She was freezing. The wind was picking up and she now had an unrelenting chill.

"Time to go?" Harry asked wrapping her in his arms and holding her tight.

"It's so perfect, but yes please, I'm so cold." She said to him.

"Wow, what a wimp." Niall said to Julie.

Julie just reached out and slid her hand so it touched Niall's back for a second.

"Holy shit!" He started laughing. "I think you have ice cubes on your fingers!"

"Yes, so shut up." She said pulling back so they could go.

Amanda shook her head. "Niall, love, will you never learn?"

Niall pulled Amanda to him. "Yeah, probably not." He laughed.

"I didn't figure." She said. "It is getting even colder though. Let's go warm up."

They all walked back to the hotel and into Harry's room. Amanda hugged Julie. "Are you going to be ok?" She stepped back and looked at her.

"Yeah, I think so. It's been rough to sort through, but I think I've just decided not to let it ruin this. Thank you for being there for me without even me having to ask." Julie said hugging her.

"You're worth it friend. I will always be there for you." She kissed her quick and stepped back, and then kinda looked at her when Julie gave her a look. "Oh, yeah. The club, my birthday. Well at least we had something to distract us from that awkward conversation." Amanda laughed.

"You know what? I don't even regret it. Maybe it got a little carried away because of the alcohol, but I couldn't love you more." Julie said.

"Wow, what have we done. Miss, I need to control everything, is ok with making out with me." Amanda laughed.

"Ok, you better go now." Julie gave her a look. "Before I change my mind."

Amanda laughed harder. "Ok, ok, I'm going." She walked over to Niall and blew Julie a kiss as they walked through the adjoining doors to their room.

Harry walked up to Julie and took her hands between his. He lifted them to his lips and blew his warm breath on them. "I don't think I've ever felt your hands this cold." He said trying to warm them up.

"Yeah, it's weird because my hands usually don't get real cold. I've had a chill since last night." She said looking up at him.

"I'm sure standing in the cold rain probably did that." He moved a strand of hair from her face. He then wiped a tear that fell from her eye onto her cheek. "Why are you crying?"

"I hated all of this. Every part. I hated her being able to get you to come to her, I hated feeling hurt and betrayed. I hated that it could even hurt me. I hated thinking I wasn't good enough. I hated feeling at all. I can't stand wanting and needing you so much that I feel literally broken when I think it's ending. I don't want to feel like this." She said. "I feel completely lost that these feelings came on so fast. I don't want to make you feel like I'm trying to change you or tell you who to hang out with. I hate that it makes me seem so irrational."

He kissed her forehead and then looked back at her. "It's love. Love isn't always rational. I know you want to control all of your feelings but sometimes you can't. You have to learn to deal with your feelings though, baby. You can't just hide them from me. I need to know how you're feeling."

"I was afraid to show you how angry it made me feel. I was afraid it would make you just run faster to her. Because it would make me seem crazy." She said taking a deep breath to try to stop her tears.

"Julie, an argument isn't going to make me leave you. And about being crazy, having feelings isn't crazy. When I saw you at the club, when that guy was trying to get you to leave with him; I seriously thought about knocking him out. I get jealous too. I know you never believe that, but I do. I love you and I didn't think about how it would make you feel. I get that if I would have explained to you what I was doing, or taken you with me this wouldn't have happened. You getting angry, you being jealous, even though you have nothing to be jealous about, is understandable. You just have to stop hiding all your feelings." He put his fingers under her chin, lifted it and kissed her lips. "I don't care how crazy it seems to be this in love in two months. I love you and if you'd let me I'd tell the world."

"No world. Please. Just keep telling me. Just keep accepting my completely unreasonable, irrational, craziness. Please." She said burying herself into his body as he wrapped his arms around her.

"I wouldn't have you any other way. I kinda like your crazy." He laughed when he could feel her clench her teeth. "In fact, I love your crazy." He felt her body tremble as she started to cry. Finally. He really didn't like her crying, but he liked it when she finally decided to feel. He pulled back slightly and kissed her tears from her cheeks and chin. He then kissed her lips. When she put her hand behind his neck he deepened the kiss. He missed her the past 2 days. He wasn't sure how he was going to deal with the distance when she went back to LA and he had to travel. It was crazy it was this much, this quickly, but there wasn't anything he was going to be able to do about it now. He looked into her eyes. "Can I take you to bed now?"

"It's still relatively early." She looked up at him. She knew what he meant. She missed him and his touch too.

"I know, we have a lot of making up to do." He said pulling her hand towards the bedroom. "I need to feel you, I've missed your hands on me terribly."

"They're still pretty cold." She said walking slowly with him. He was walking backwards still pulling her hand.

"Oh, it will be the perfect way to warm them up." He said. When he reached the bed, he picked her up around the waist and set her on the bed. He put his knee on the bed and pushed her backwards slowly as he climbed over her. He slowly raised her shirt and kissed her stomach and up her chest as he removed it from her head. He watched her chest move up and down as she breathed. He buried his face in her chest. He just wanted to be near her, feel her, smell her.

Julie closed her eyes when he laid on her chest. She held him tightly for a minute and then slowly started to work his shirt up and pulled it off when he finally picked his head up. She loved seeing him shirtless. She ran her fingers over his tattoos.

"You know it drives me crazy when you do that." He said and then crushed his body to hers kissing her deeply. After a few minutes, he pushed himself up and slowly removed her pants. He kissed every inch of her body while he did. He slid quickly out of the remainder of his clothes and slowly entered her. He wanted this feeling to last forever. He made love to her slowly, and by the time they were done, they were both overcome both physically and emotionally. They didn't leave each other's arms. Nothing else mattered. He wasn't letting her leave his arms just yet. They fell asleep just like that.

Niall walked up behind Amanda when they got settled. He wrapped his arms around her. "So, are you feeling better now that Harry and JJ seem to have worked through their issues?"

She turned so she was facing him. "Yes, I do. I'm glad she finally decided to stand up for herself and basically go get him from Kendall."

"Yeah, I knew she could do it. Harry was quite shocked when he saw Kendall there. I don't know what she's trying to do, but I can promise you Harry had nothing to do with it." He said.

"Yeah I'm starting to get that. And thank you for basically making her realize she just had to talk to him at the tower; that she didn't have to worry about him choosing Kendall. You're a great friend to her Niall, and it means so much to me." She said kissing him.

"And we're good right, Princess?" He ran his thumb over her cheek.

"Yes babe. We're fine. We won't get through our whole relationship without arguing. But we're great. I love you. That won't change." She said kissing him again.

He smiled. "Oh, thank god. I love you so much." He kissed her deeper. "I think I might love Paris." He laughed and picked her up.

She wrapped her arms around his neck. "I love every place I'm with you. It doesn't matter where."

"Well you will be everywhere I am as much as you can be." He took her to the bed. "I know it's going to be hard because of how much traveling and touring we are doing, but I believe as long as we have each other we can make it through everything." He said laying her down and climbing over her.

"We can. And we will. And I will miss you so so so much but knowing I will be seeing you will get me through." She reached up and took his shirt off. "It's time to get naked now boyfriend."

"Oh, we could spend all our time naked." He said as he helped remove her shirt.

"Yeah, I'm not sure I'd like you naked on stage." Amanda laughed as he kissed her collar bone.

"Ok, all our time alone together." He said as he helped her finish undressing.

"Stop talking." She said pulling him to her and kissing him. She reached down and undid his pants rolled him over helped get him completely out of them. She climbed over him and looked down at him running her hands down his stomach.

Niall took in a sharp breath and grabbed her shoulders and rolled her over onto her back. He ran his hands down her chest and over her stomach and between her thighs.

After a few minutes of that Amanda pushed him over and straddled him again. She placed herself over him so he could enter her. She moved slowly at first enjoying the feeling. She was gaining such a high with his hands cupping and squeezing her breasts. When his hands found their way down between her thighs and he rubbed his fingers close to where they were joined, the feeling was so overwhelming, she threw her head back and practically screamed his name. She didn't want the feeling to stop but she could tell she was hitting the end. The pleasure and pain was so intense she felt like she was going to explode. "Oh god, Niall." She squeezed her knees into his sides as she came.

When he felt her finish, he kept moving until he exploded into her also. Oh, god this woman made him feel so good. He wrapped her in his arms when she collapsed on top of him.

After Amanda caught her breath, which took a while, she rolled over and cuddled up to him. "I love you Niall."

"I love you too, Princess. Goodnight my love." He kissed her head and held her while she fell asleep. He was so glad the past couple days were over and that they were all basically back to normal. Her and JJ were a blessing to his life he was grateful for. All of the things he got to do and places he got to travel who would have thought he would find his love when he was in the hospital. He fell asleep watching her sleep.

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