Hello everyone, as u read in the summary or not I'll give u a recap. This is out to ThisWeirdGirl100 and everyone commented and shared there past and pain. In this I will reveal some things about me. So, if u have questions feel free to message me or comment.

I'm sixteen and will be turning seventeen in four months. I'm bipolar and constantly fight to stay above water. I'm a sophmore. I don't write these things for pity. Nobody should have to feel pain. But, I guess that's life. I know, it's the same song and dance for everyone. Everday my head is never quiet. It pains me to hear when people think of cutting or suicide. Some of you are so young and such bright stars. I know you can do it cause I believe in you guys. Wattpad and music are my only ways to escape from the world. My favorite quote is from Franklin Delano Roosevelt who said "The only thing we have to fear is fear itself." A lot of you face it with a smile who mask the pain. Its a fight with our demons everyday. I've faced death a total of three times in my life. But, here I stand today stronger than I was last time. Though, I still break. We have all broken in some ways. But, we all bounced back. Each day I head straight on with the world. I grab it by its horn and say "Bring it." All day pain may sit in us, and anger may hinder it but, we all shake it off. When I was in grade school my mother said "Go in, put a smile on your face and a song in your heart." That's one of my reasons for music. I know it seems dark everyday and there's no light, but there is one. Half my life I've had a bad medical history. I have thought of suicide, maybe not directly but, I try and push past it with all I have. We all try and push past it. Its okay to cry. We may not be able to directly say what we think but, our heart's tell us "Save it for another time." We do what our heart's tell us to do. Though, sometimes our heart's get hurt. I know I'm one of those girls who's dad broke their heart's before any boy could. Some days I grit my teeth. I'm sure some of u have done that. Everyone on here is unique and special. Everyone has a right. Why must we be stepped on and told "You aren't good enough. Why do you even exist. Your not cut out for the world." Those people are hurt too, they just choose to hurt others too. Now, don't get me wrong, I don't mean to take up for others. In life I've always looked for the best. I've been backstabbed in life and some days I think my heart only hardens more. I'm sure this has happened to others and some try and look for good in others. Now, this is going to be cheesey, I've heard life's too short. It is. I've had one of those reality checks. But, we all have. Life is life. Period. If u need to bent u can always talk with me. I may not get to u right away, but I promise you I'll get back to you as soon as I can. Alright, well I hope this helped. I'm sorry if I did make anyone cry. Just know I say this all from heart. Loves to everyone out there!