i guess you took my advice about smoking.

instead of being on the rooftop today,

you were sitting with me and the people i usually hang out with during lunch.

i still don't know how you know my childhood friend and crush jeon jungkook,

but i'm trying not to focus too much on it.

i realized once i saw him cutting class to meet up with some female teacher assistant during second period,

that i had nothing to worry about.

but when i saw you smiling at some girl who was clearly giving you a shy gaze,

that i had nothing to worry about either.

only,

i had nothing to worry about because i'm different than you.

from all of them.

i had nothing to worry about because you'll never,

ever,

be mine.