my parents were so proud of me.

they thought i was finally 'cured' of my fucking sexual preference because of how 'close' that girl and i have been acting.

we had dinner again tonight,

which meant i had to make up yet another excuse to not eat.

but as we were talking,

my phone rang gaining everyone's attention.

it was you,

you told me no one was home and you wanted me to come over.

i lied to my parents,

saying a kid in my calculus class needed help with tutoring.

and when i finally made it to your place,

i let you use me like you wanted to.