Rebecca pov

"Sorry! I was saying yes to this sentence and this test. Do you want to be my secret boyfriend? Yes I do!" He told me.

I flew back down to the ground and smiled and giggled.

I ran up to him and climbed him like a monkey and kissed him. He busted out laughing at me.

I just hugged myself to him. I finally got done and used the bathroom and came back and he was putting his papers in his bags.

Then that stupid spirit appeared in front of me out of nowhere and I flew myself back against the tree with an impact and I let out a blood clurding screaming when it did that too me now.

That's twice now! How is he doing this now? I asked myself. This couldn't be happening to me.

I started to lose it in terrifying fear. My whole body was even shaking now I have never been this terrified for myself like this before.

He was coming at me and I turned and covered my head and started screaming.

Then I felt myself being picked up so fast that I didn't have time to think or nothing.

Then I noticed we were in the truck and Bear was driving and I stopped screaming and slowly uncovered my head and turned and looked up at Bear and he looked down at me only with his eyes.

He swallowed hard and I saw tears following from his eyes.

I leaned against him and just stayed there. As long as I meant him and we have been together I have never seen him cry before. This was the first time.

He kept kissing the top of my head though and leaning his chin against the top of my head.

He even had an arm wrapped around me unless he had to shift but then it was back around me.

I still was shaking in terrifying fear and still had my own tears falling.

But I did feel safe with Bear. My safe place right here, just like my daddy.

Yep I was lucky and I started singing it again.

I've been a runner, I've been a fighter
I've been the fuse, hell, I've been the lighter
Taken every wrong turn down the bridges I burned
It's a bad reputation, but it's damn well earned
Gotta thank God that this ol' life ain't fair
There's only one way to explain how I got here
I got lucky
Well, ain't that somethin' for someone just like me
Who don't deserve a damn thing?
I know broken, beat down
And I know I show it then and now
But, hell, I chose it, yеah, I own it
And it brings me to my knees
I got lucky
I've been it all, I've been еmpty
I've had nothing, I've had plenty
Yeah, I've done the dance, too many close calls
More than most, most of all
I got lucky
Ain't that somethin' for someone just like me
Who don't deserve a damn thing?
I know broken, beat down
I know I show it then and now
But, hell, I chose it, yeah, I own it
And it brings me to my knees
I got lucky
I make sure I don't make it easy on me
But I woke up today, so that must mean
I got lucky
Well, ain't that somethin' for someone just like me
Who don't deserve one damn thing?
I know broken, beat down
And I know I show it then and now
Hell, I chose it, yeah, I own it
And it brings me to my knees
I got lucky
I got lucky
Oh oh oh oh

I looked up Bear! "I'm so very lucky and that is my most favorite song." I told him and I leaned my head back against him.

I thought of song save me by McKenna Breinholt. So I started singing it because it reminded me of this spirit now. Plus tears will still falling from my eyes.

Something's changed, something new
I'm stuck inside my head, and I don't know what to do
I'm alive but I can't breathe
Every step in a direction, there's a world I didn't see
And the lie just keeps leaving my eyes
And I don't know where it goes
By the time I know just where I am, it'll be when I'm moving on
It's just too much to take, to must repair, oh no
What do I think, why do I care? Oh no
Will I leave, am I just scared? oh no
Give me a drink, give some air, oh no
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no
Am I insane, what did I do?
'Cause all of the sudden it's like I never knew
What I want I can't see
What I'm desperate to feel is just out of my reach
And the lie just keeps leaving my eyes
And I don't know where it goes
By the time I know just what I have, it'll be when I lose it all
It's just too much to take, to must repair, oh no
Am I alone, are you there? Oh no
Will I believe, take me there? Oh no
Drinking you in, breathing your air, oh no
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no
Who's gonna save me?
Who's gonna save me now?
Are you gonna save me?
Who's gonna save me now?
Who's gonna save me?
Who's gonna save me now?
Are you gonna save me?
Are you gonna save me now?
'Cause the lie just keeps leaving my eyes
And I don't know where it goes
But a touch from the warmth of your end and I feel all over again
Oh noi
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no
It's just too much to take, to must repair, oh no
I'm never lost, I'm not away, oh no
I'm not alive until you're there, oh no
You are my drink, you are my air, oh no
Oh no
Oh no
Oh no

After that I became withdrawn. All I could do is lay there and stare after Bear laid me down in the back seat.

I couldn't move talk or do anything. Sure he got me to eat and drink and helped me to the bathroom and back but that was it.

But he took care of me the best he could. I was to terrified to leave the truck or camp for the matter now because of that spirit.

That was not me at all. This one night though Bear was laying on his side watching me laying next to me.

"I wish you snap out of it Thumper I really miss you! I feel alone with you like this! All I do is feel you and your so terrified of leaving camp or this truck because of him now!" He told me.

"You're eyes aren't even bright anymore! I love you and I can't stand seeing you like this!" He told me.

I didn't even know he got up and out of the truck. After a while the safe feeling was gone.

That's when I started blinking my eyes and I lifted my head up and started reaching out through my abilities for my safe place in my safety zone and it wasn't here.

"NOOO!" I screamed out. "NOOOOOOO!" I was losing it. "He left me alone he promised me!" I got up and took a shower and changed my clothes and got to work and unloaded everything and put everything together and the way I needed it.

Because I needed to go find him because I couldn't lose him.

I was so focused on my tasked and packing stuff with what we would needed for that trip and I was taking all the gas with me.

Every now and then I started crying again. Because I really missed him and he's been gone for Days.

I even went and got the supplies and took the trailer with me before I started packing my truck.

I didn't find him or feel him even close and I just drove straight through back here no stopping.

I even set up all that and put it away. I even had clean clothes for him and I was even bringing our headphones and all his papers and I started sending him words to spell out again.

Maybe he'll keep it up I don't know! I just hope so. But at least this way he knew I was up and around now and doing somewhat okay now!

I didn't pack the truck right away though because I put all the stuff I needed aside and kept going back for the supplies and back.

I had to make it look like to Bear and momma and Daddy I was doing what I was doing first before I did my plan.

Then the alarm was off on the laptop and I ran over and I started typing away to see which one got triggered.

"Shit the panther in here now!" I hurried and started up cages in different areas and hiding them to see if I can trap his ass.

Then I grabbed my bow and arrows and my rifle and started scanning through every trap cameras I had up.

Then I thought of the song of song tougher I started singing it but changed blue eyes to Hazel eyes.

Me and Hannah did everything together
Said we'd be best friends forever
Then her mama got a job that was better, across the parish line
And I was one summer shy of 11
When Granddaddy took a ride up to Heaven
It ain't ever been an easy lesson on how to say goodbye
They say, "What don't kill you makes you stronger" and I believe that's right
Through every low-down beatin' this old heart's taken
A whisper in the dark says I won't make it
I know it's just the devil doin' what he does, tryin' to make me suffer
No matter what the battle is keeping me prayin'
I gotta be strong, I gotta keep saying
I'm gonna make it through, one way or the other
Life is tough, but this girl's tougher
I'm a sucker for a boy with hazel eyes
A pair of boots and an old four-wheel drive
So, when I saw you in the July moonlight I thought, "Oh, good Lord"
I let you lay that sun kiss on me
And open up that truck door for me
Now I find out that I ain't the only girl you're doing that for
You're gonna get a good cry from me tonight, but nothin' more
Through every low-down beatin' this old heart's taken
A whisper in the dark says I won't make it
I know it's just the devil doin' what he does, tryin' to make me suffer
No matter what the battle is keeping me prayin'
I gotta be strong, I gotta keep saying
I'm gonna make it through it, one way or the other
Life is tough, but this girl's tougher
Than anything you throw my way
Yeah, I might bend but I won't break
You ain't the first, won't be the last to make me feel this way
Through every low-down beatin' this old heart's taken
A whisper in the dark says I won't make it
I know it's just the devil doin' what he does, tryin' to make me suffer
No matter what the battle is keeping me prayin'
I gotta be strong, I gotta keep saying
I'm gonna make it through it one way or the other
Life is tough, but this girl's tougher
Life is tough
But this girl's tougher

I may of also sing that with my mind to him because I was watching the trap cameras because I all new ones up now.

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