chapter 35
Rebecca pov
I took my first breath of air and started coughing. I felt Bear on my skin on my back.
But I had a blanket covering her. "GET AWAY FROM HER YOU BRAT BOY AND GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF YOU HAD NO RIGHT TO DO THAT TO HER YOUR A FUCKING BOY!" Aunt Alice was beyond furious.
"LOOK BITCH! I WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT COULD SAVE HER AND I COULDN'T DO IT OVER MY T-SHIRT ALICE! SO THE FUCK UP! SHE IS MY THUMPER NOT FUCKING YOURS SO BACK THE FUCK OFF! YOU COULD OF TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME PERMANENTLY THIS TIME!" I could feel Bear.
I put my hand on his arm and he looked down at me. He leaned down and kissed my temple and he squeezed his eyes shut and he had tears falling from his eyes as he was losing it and he wrapped his arms around me and held me close to him.
Then he started floating up and I was reaching up for him as he started spinning really fast and a glow of light covered him I let out a blood clurdind screaming.
After I screamed out no and I got up and I started beating the shit out of Aunt Alice and all I could do is scream to the top of my lungs as I was doing it.
I felt daddy snatch me up and hold me against him and pressed his lips against my cheek and just keep it there like he use too.
I closed my eyes and I started to calm down and I collapsed against daddy and I wrapped my body around him and went into my safe place and I just lost it.
I couldn't watch what was happening to my honey bear. He was going to be 10 now and well guess what happens to him now because of Aunt Alice and I told Daddy this.
"Oh great now I have to talk to him don't I?" I just nodded my head.
I watched momma snag Aunt Alice in so much anger. "Guess who's out and she's not very happy with you sis!" Momma told Aunt Alice and my little eyes about popped out of my head.
"Can I run and hide daddy?" I asked him as I looked him. "Don't worry we're all hiding when Grandma gets ahold of your aunt Alice. Let's just say I already have damage I have to fix in the cabin!" Both me and daddy started laughing them I cringed when I felt my cramps again.
"Come on let's get the blanket wrapped around and I got you something to help you with that!" I nodded my head.
I leaned against daddy after he wrapped the blanket around me and gave me my medicine and he sat down with he sat down and I started losing it.
"I lost my teddy bear you gave me daddy! ÑOOOOO!" I screamed out. "I'm not so lucky after all!" I went into that stare mode I could hear and see everything but I couldn't move or do anything.
"Babygirl, answer me come on!" He was looking into the eyes and he hurried and started running to the cabin and ran in the front.
"BABY!" Dad yelled out and then I saw momma above him and then she locked eyes with daddy and I knew he was showing her what happened.
That's when I knew daddy made a lot of promises in front of that thing to momma and did something really impact with a really final like the end of the fireworks and a tear fell from my eye.
Both of them look down at me. "She's knows baby! She figured it what I did!" Momma nodded her head then got her beyond furious look on her face and whipped around and walked away.
Oh,oh she was telling Grandma in her ear. Daddy was running now with me in his arms and took me to the hospital section.
He rehooked up and Iv bag and line up me and he put me in the bath tub in there and gently washed me up and I trusted my daddy fully right now.
Then I heard Bear in the kitchen and I could feel him. "Oh, oh I think your Honey bear is beyond furious with Alice right now and he letting her know Monkey!" He smiled at me.
He knew I could hear and see him. I actually smiled. "Oh you can smile at least that's good at least you can make face expression!" He tapped my nose and I crinkle up my nose and he busted out laughing at me.
I made like I was going to stick my tongue out at him but I couldn't stick my tongue out.
"Really! Trying and sticking your tongue out at me Monkey which tells me your being silly again." I made like the so with my lips pose.
"Just be glad you're like this because the tickle monster has to stay locked up right now! Now let's get you out of here dried off and dressed. I even got one of Teddy t-shirt and you can wear that instead of the hospital gown!" I smiled.
"I knew you like that!" Daddy told me. Daddy finally carried me to my bedroom and hung up the IV bag and gave me more meds through it.
"That should help you sleep and with pain while I deal with Teddy boy did he get taller I will have to find him some night clothes before I send him in here with you. I love you babygirl and I will check on you when I bring Teddy in here and give you more meds and momma will help you take you to the bathroom and that's it until you wake up!" He kissed me on the forehead and shut off my light and shut my door behind him.
I ended up shutting my eyes because the meds took affect.
Then I snapped my eyes open when I felt momma pick me up and carry me into the bathroom and shut the door behind and then she set me down on the toilet and I smiled because I actually went.
"I was like this a couple of times even at your age and after I was kidnapped and after what happened to my ma. Plus a few times as teenager and adult too." Momma told me.
She made sure my bottom half was cleaned. I wrinkled my little nose and made that face that I wasn't comfortable with this!
Momma saw it and busted out laughing at me and fell over with a thud when she did it. I wished I could roll my eyes right now but I couldn't.
I heard a knock on the door. "Baby what's so fucking funny and what was the thud?" I actually put a HAA! Expression on my face that momma got her ass caught and oh shit expression showed up on my face.
I started falling off the damn toilet and momma hurried up and caught me.
"THE THUD WAS ME BABE I FELL OVER SIDEWAYS BUSTING OUT LAUGHING AT OUR DAUGHTERS FACE EXPRESSION IS ALL!" Momma was still laughing and I heard daddy bust out laughing this time.
I squeezed my eyes shut because momma just really embarrassed me.
"Oh monkey I'm I didn't mean to embarrass like that but it's daddy come on it's only a face expression." Then she got close to my ear.
"I wouldn't dare show him the cause of it I'm not stupid Becca that would even embarrass the hell out of me so I would not do that to you!" She whispered to me and locked eyes with me.
"I promise you Rebecca!" She pressed her lips to mine and I felt our first little shockwave promise. My momma's first with me and I felt tears fall from my little eyes.
"Oh don't cry babygirl! There is so many more promise I will seal with you that's just the first of many more!" Momma was cupping both sides of my face and she had tears falling from her eyes to.
My little lower lip trembled. Because I couldn't hug my momma and wrapped my little body around her and I couldn't even show her this because my eye lids were squinting as I was trying so fucking hard to with her and I couldn't.
"EDWARD!" Momma was screaming out as she hurried and pulled my underwear up because she already put on fresh pad and she hurried and picked me up and just ran with me out of my bedroom into the hospital section and laid me down on the hospital bed.
I was still trying but I couldn't do it. Something was stopping from doing it and I even tried Bear and daddy!
What happened to me when I died? Tears started falling from my eyes as I was losing it but nothing could move on me but my face showed it all and I was freaking out right now I wanted to scream and couldn't.
Am I not alive right now and I stuck in a nightmare because I don't see my Honey bear I haven't seen him and he hasn't touched me since he started flying away from me.
I finally screamed out. "NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" I grabbed my heart with both hands and was losing I feel him and I really haven't.
My mind blocked because he promised me and sealed it with a kiss.
I started to singing hummingbird first. But the rest of my body couldn't move and my hands stayed in place and I didn't even move my as I signed.
The wind is like a memory that paces in the night
Waiting for the moment that your guard is compromised
It don't care if you're sleeping
It don't care if you're drunk
It knows the secret you're keeping
No matter where you wake up
Ooh, when the rain gets poured
The river don't run to an old love's door
Ooh, and the train don't stop
'Cause the tracks get tired of the way it talks
Sun don't burn down the whole damn sky
Just 'cause the moon ain't on its side
Ooh, and the hummingbird flies on by
'Cause it hates goodbye, and so do I
The heart forgets the battle but remembers who it was
No scientist can calculate the ratio of love
It don't know when it's beating
It don't know when it's dead
It's just tired of keeping me out of my head
Ooh, when the rain gets poured
The river don't run to an old love's door
Ooh, and the train don't stop
'Cause the tracks get tired of the way it talks
Sun don't burn down the whole damn sky
Just 'cause the moon ain't on its side
Ooh, and the hummingbird flies on by
'Cause it hates goodbye, and so do I
Leaves don't know why they're falling
Trees don't know why they stay
The song don't know why it started
And I'm just that way
Ooh, when the rain gets poured
The river don't run to an old love's door
Ooh, and the train don't stop
'Cause the tracks get tired of the way it talks
Sun don't burn down the whole damn sky
Just 'cause the moon ain't on its side
Ooh, and the hummingbird flies on by
'Cause it hates goodbye, and so do I
And so do I
Then I started singing Lucky.
I've been a runner, I've been a fighter
I've been the fuse, hell, I've been the lighter
Taken every wrong turn down the bridges I burned
It's a bad reputation, but it's damn well earned
Gotta thank God that this ol' life ain't fair
There's only one way to explain how I got here
I got lucky
Well, ain't that somethin' for someone just like me
Who don't deserve a damn thing?
I know broken, beat down
And I know I show it then and now
But, hell, I chose it, yеah, I own it
And it brings me to my knees
I got lucky
I've been it all, I've been еmpty
I've had nothing, I've had plenty
Yeah, I've done the dance, too many close calls
More than most, most of all
I got lucky
Ain't that somethin' for someone just like me
Who don't deserve a damn thing?
I know broken, beat down
I know I show it then and now
But, hell, I chose it, yeah, I own it
And it brings me to my knees
I got lucky
I make sure I don't make it easy on me
But I woke up today, so that must mean
I got lucky
Well, ain't that somethin' for someone just like me
Who don't deserve one damn thing?
I know broken, beat down
And I know I show it then and now
Hell, I chose it, yeah, I own it
And it brings me to my knees
I got lucky
I got lucky
Oh oh oh oh
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