Be Dave Strider ===>

Day after day. It gets old sometimes.  The beatings. You get so used to it. Your body goes dumb  to the kicks. The punches  sting less. The physical  pain is drowned  out by the emotional.

Looking at yourself  in the mirror  you cant help but ask.

"Why"

But you know why.  Your pathetic. Your real family  didn't  want you.  No one does. You deserve  this treatment. You.are.trash. Maybe one day he will kick you hard enough  to kill you to end your suffering. No.....that's to easy.....You were meant to suffer....

You stood in front  of the mirror looking at all the new marks the man who is supposed  to be your care taker gave you.

" worthless" you let the word slip from your chapped lips

" what's worthless Dave?" The familiar  voice said. You turn around  to see none other than john Egbert. A being  of your imagination. You have finally  hit rock bottom  in seeing people.

"Nothing........" you  said softly  getting  dressed  for school.

" so you have that big science  test today did you study? " john asked  laying back on your bed not damaging the freshly  made bed.

"Your not my mother shut up and go away already " you said starting  to get stressed  out.

" I can't I just wake up here  so I'm like guessing  this is a world inside  my head or something" john said sitting  up. You choose  to ignore  what he says as you throw  on your backpack. You accidentally  moved wrong  sending  a shock wave of pain up your body. You let out a hiss in pain.

" are you okay?" John asked walking over in concern.  You grit your teeth  walking past him. You walked out the door as john followed  you.

"Dave did I upset you? I'm sorry? I'm just  not used to this I don't know what's going on I just keep  waking up here and " john was in the middle of saying as you cut him off.

"SHUT UP YOUR NOT FUCKING REAL. I don't need my own fucking mind to make up parent figures. So disappear  already  so I can get some peace"  you yelled at him blowing  a fuse.
John looked at you like  he was actually  hurt before he ran off.

" stay the fuck away" you said softly  as you walked. The truth  is you didn't  hate john.  He was always  there when you needed  it the most. In bad storms  he would tell you jokes to keep your mind off of what's going on.   He would be your look out when you when downstairs  at night  to steal food to eat. He would always  lighten  up your day But the fact  he wasn't  real killed you. The fact that someone  as great of a guy he was isn't  real. The fact he is wasting his  non existing  time with you hurt. He always  talked about  wanting to go see Paris. He also always talks about this actor  Nickolas  Cage. Why your head picked  to make a boy like  this is strange but you certainly don't deserve it.

As you walked onto school you ignore  all the people  by putting  in your heads . You head to your locker  to put your bag away. John would always be next to you in school. He would make the classes  fun by making comments  about the teachers outfit or some kids in class. 

The more you    think  about john the worse you  feel about yelling at him. The kid is a sensitive to everything.
You close  your locker heading  to your classroom  as the bell rang.  The teacher took role and then started  to pass out the test. This wasn't  helping  your already  stressful morning.  When she handed you the test it was on a completely  different topic  than the one you studied  for.

You were going to fail it.
You were  going to get beaten.

Your anxiety  started  kicking in. You ball your hands up looking down at your shoes. You tried  to steady  your breath  as it started  to pick  up.   Your eyes start to dart around  the room as you start to hear noises.

"Failure "
"You deserve what's coming to you"
" your not loved "
"Stop breathing"
" die already. Your taking  up my air"

  You cover  your ears in hopes of  shutting  them out. You put your head on the desk trying not to make any nosing as your leg started  to get the jitters. You let out a small  whimper.

"David are you alright? " the teacher  asked as she was drowned  out by the voices.
" David?"
"David!"

" Dave" johns voice  said behind  you as his arms wrapped  around  you tightly. He was the only one who could ever calm you down along with one other.

" Dave breath  its okay I'm here for you calm down. Focus " he said softly. How he was able to touch you would always  spark  up whenever he would hold you but you really didn't  care.
As he held onto you everything  started  to die down. The voices  went away and your breathing calmed.

" good john Dave now answer  the teacher so I can help you cheat already " john said with a smile. Thanks to him  your grades are not something  you get beat for.

" I'm fine Ms. G thank sorry I disrupted  the class"  you said giving  her a head nod before  you started  to listen  to john tell you the answers.
God he is such a dork but.....I guess you could say he is your  dork.

The  two class periods before lunch went smoothly. You were on your way to your locker to get your notebook since the man never feeds you or give you money for food. When you opened  your  locker  you see a brown paper bag that wasn't  there before sitting  on your  backpack  with a yellow sticky note.

" oohhh do you got a secret  admirer?" John teased  behind you.

"What no" you said taking it and your book bag out if your locker. You closed it heading  down to go sit outside in your favorite  spot under the tree. 

" so like  what if there is like a head in the bag?" John asked curious .
His question made you  laugh a bit.

" whose head is this small?" You asked replied  sitting  down looking at the bag.

" hey it could be the other head" john teased.

"what no ew holy hell" you chuckled  picking  up the yellow sticky note.

" hey lil man I know he don't feed you so here I will bring you lunch everyday. Its safe to eat trust me but ima get you out of there I promise  soon okay lil man. " 

You read the note seeing a doodle of hella  Jeff on the left hand corner. You gasped  a bit as you open the bag to find FOOD!

  A small thing of apple juice,  a bag of Doritos , some candy, and a sandwich.

You couldn't even describe  your emotions  right now as you  stuffed  your face.

John watched you with a smile.
" not an admirer  more like angle or something " he said  softly watching you.
Once you finished  eating  you read over the note again and again.

" someone's  actually  cares?" You said softly  not able to hold the tears back.
" they want to get me out of the house! They actually  went as far to  make me food!" You take your shades off to cry in your hand. You cant help this break down.

"see Dave your not alone you never were" john said softly  wrapping  his arms around  you.

Be Dirk Strider ===>

You watched Dave eat his lunch  at his normal  spot. You didn't  know how to cook much  but you were trying. He always seemed to be talking  to himself.

You look at the clock to see you were about to be late for your new job.

Care taker for this you were guessing  old man. The sister or family  was going out of town for a 7 months  and she is paying  you 1200$ a month to take care of this old  guy. damn  rich people. You quickly   got in your truck as you drove away heading  to the address. You pull up to a mini mansion looking at the gate.

You felt anger well up inside  you.  As you calm yourself  down you drive up to the gate  pressing  a button . A young girl came over the speaker.

" Are you Dirk Strider? " she asked

" yes " you reply  as the gates open up. You drove in parking in one of spaces. You quickly  jump out to be met by a girl  with long hair.

"Hi! My names jade  and I'm running  late so I have to do a quick  show of the place its actually  not that big. " she said grabbing  your arm pulling you inside  as you try not to think about killing her. She showed  you around the place  that literally  looked like a Museum. There were so many artifacts everywhere you realize  what the gate was for now.

" Jake English the man who is like my uncle  likes to collect  things" she said pulling  you along.

" I see that" you mumbled

" don't worry you don't have to clean any of this and by the way Jake....he is not to happy  about this set up with someone  taking care of him he is a do it his own kind of guy" she said leading you to his room. She finally  let go of your hand  so she could knock  on the door.

" Jaaakke coming in"  she said as she went to open the door to have it locked.

"NO  YOU are NOT. I don't  NEED A BLOOD  babysitter SOO GO AWAY SIR OR MISS YOUR SERVICES  ARE NOT NEEDED  " he yelled throw the door.

"jjjjjaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkeeeee"
she whined

"jjaaaadddddeeee"  he mocked.

" fine whatever " she huffed before she pulled you along.

" so i will be back in around 6 or 7 months.  If he gives you trouble just call me.   If you so please  stay here the guest  room is right there you will have to go shopping  just....take care of him please?  Steal anything  and you will really have awoken  a beast that will hunt you down and make you apart  of the collection annndd finally  make sure to feed the dog just  put some meat in the dumbwaiter. And lower it down and your good. by? By have fun " she said  dashing to her car that had a bunch  of suit cases on them.  And just like that she was gone.

"Jade....are they gone?" The Jake guy asked as you heard  him come down the hall you stay quiet. You needed  this job. If you pull  it off  you can finally  get Dave away from that man legally.  
Jake shuffled around the corner  and to your surprise  it wasn't  an old man it was a man about your age. He was holding  the wall as he looked around. He was a dork. He was so cute.

" oh....um...hi..." Jake said
" I know your here" he added

" hello my name is dirk and I will be here to  make sure you  don't hurt yourself " you said  making your location known

" your a bit late for that as you can see" Jake said  as he   started  to shuffle  himself  around. He had this determined  look on his face as he tried not to hit anything.

"Where are you going?" You asked going over to guide him.

Jake  sighs " i was going to the kitchen  to get  water you don't have to do this you can just go home and i can say your were here and you still get paid" Jake said looking up at you. You haven't  gayed so hard for someone  in your life.

"  I do need the cash but no I took the job I will watch you" you said helping  him walk to the kitchen.

" so your blind? " you asked softly.

Jake sighs
" yeah....I wasn't  born but  it was an accident. I fell and hit the back of my head hard and something  got hurt. The doctors  are trying to figure  stuff out.  But until then I'm blind and depending  on what they find I might have to stay like this"  Jake said softly  clinging  onto your arm.

" well that's  okay I guess  I have seen things most people  only dream of" he added with a soft sigh.

You lead him to the kitchen to see how big it was. 
He shuffled  over to the cabinets to get  two glasses.

" want anything? " Jake asked as he set a glass to close to the  edge of the counter.

It fell on the floor shattering making Jake jump.

You let out a sigh as you go over to  move him away from the glass shards.

" I'm...sorry..." he said softly  looking down.

"Why are you sorry?" You asked  cleaning up the glass.

" because ....I'm Going  to he a pain.....I'm completely  helpless   i cant even get water" Jake said his lip quivering just a bit.

"Hey hey your not a problem  accidents  happen I mean shit I was one but hey  I'm still  here" you said making Jake look at you.

" I don't know whether or not to come over there and hug you or question your sanity " Jake said with a chuckle.

" all of them my dude" you said getting some water for him. Jake smiled  at you.

" you know you sound very hot. Are you hot?" Jake asked taking a sip of his water.

" that's for me to know and you to dream about" you said with a smirk.

For once  someone  was making  you feel like a person.  You  always were working. Treated  like a dog or as someone  to walk on but...he is here treating  you like  a human...maybe you will like this job...

( am i doing  okay? Like was this good for a first chapter?  Im bad ar like sad stuff so 1/10   tell me so i can fix it next  time )