Carter's POV

I had quickly packed everything up, but I still made sure everything was at least sorta organized and neat. I had looked in the doorway to see Dean standing there.

I picked up the now full duffel bag and stood in front of him, looking at him in the eyes.

"Move." I said sternly. Dean had moved out of my way and had watched me go down the hall.

I had saw Sam at the laptop and simply walked passed them, going up the flight of stairs, and opening the door. I felt their gazes upon me, but I didn't care at this point.

After a good hour of walking, I had found myself in the middle of a decent sized city. It was in the late evening now, and there was a slight drizzle.

"Fuck me." I muttered as I had then turned around to face an alleyway, to see someone who I didn't want to see.

"Hi Carter."

"Apollyn..." I just stood there in silence.

"You thought I was dead, didn't you?" Apollyn said as her eyes flickered a pitch black, and I took a step backwards.

With a swift movement of her hand, I was pushed up against the wall of the building. The unseen force was strong, and moving was useless.

"What do you want from me?" I asked.

"You're very important, Carter." She began, slowly inching towards me.

I had only found myself trying to escape from the grasp of the invisible force, but anything I did or attempted was nothing more than a fail.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You're not human," Apollyn began. "You're something much stronger than both the demon and angel. Maybe even God himself." She finished, only to be looking up at me.

"I'm human. I'm pretty sure I would've killed you by now if I wasn't human." I replied, staying calm. Apollyn didn't scare me or frighten me that much.

I soon saw her disappear into thin air and my body dropped to the ground. I felt like Jell-O, but I quickly recollected myself and had made my way further down the alleyway.

Without any shelter, I knew that I would be cold.

I'm so stupid.

I'm a damn idiot.

What am I even doing?

I can't survive. I'm not even an adult.

There's too much danger.

I sighed softly. So many thoughts floated around in my head and I had no idea what to do with them.

I'm not human?

Am I a monster?

Am I dangerous?

Without any luck with escaping my mind, I had settled in the same alleyway and simply sat down. The air was cool but wasn't as cold as I had thought.

I had dug out my heavier Carhart jacket and put it on, using my bag as a pillow.
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The morning air was cool but nice, and my eyes had flickered open to see the familiar face of Apollyn.

The too familiar face.

I sighed softly as I slowly sat up and looked up at her.

"What do you want?" I asked.

"You're going to help me," She replied.

"And how are you going to make me do that?" I then questioned, standing up. We were pretty much the same height, so we could see eye-to-eye.

"It will be... useful. For you, probably me the most." Apollyn said, only to stand her ground but take a step back.

"Like what? Finding out what I can do?"

There was too many thoughts in my head.

Would she turn me into a monster?

Will she make me turn on everyone I've ever loved?

What about Sam and Dean? What would they think of me?

Without thinking at this point, I had agreed to do this. "Take me with you and we can discover what I am." I replied, standing my ground. Apollyn smiled and touched my arm.

We were back inside of where I was when she first took me. I remembered where Valerie died and how slowly I watched her body rot away. Luckily, nothing was there anymore.

"Now, I want you to sit down." Apollyn instructed. I nodded and sat down on the concrete floor, feeling the coolness through my joggers.

"Now concentrate on an object." Apollyn the directed. I nodded, looking towards her. Seemed like she expected that.

She smirked as her body began to rise, my eyes turning a deep, dark orange. Within moments, she flew through the air and hit the wall. A loud bang had been caused by it. Apollyn stood and wiped off her black dress and came back towards me.

I snapped out of it and felt myself begin to tremble. So I am a monster? I thought silently. I soon stood up.

"Take me back." I demanded.

"Where?" She narrowed her eyes and gazed at me. Apollyn moves closer to me and I look at her dead in the eyes.

"Take me back to Sam and Dean." I said, clenching my fists. I felt anger followed by their emotions run through my veins.

"Fine. But now you know what you're capable of." She smirked. I quickly grabbed my bag and before I knew it, I was back outside the bunker.