Amidst the farewells and tearful goodbyes, a sense of hope and resilience took root within you. The journey you had undertaken, fraught with pain and suffering, culminated at this pivotal moment. The sight of them, standing before you, became the catalyst for change in your life. They were the turning point, a symbol of fresh beginnings and a chance to break free from the chains of the past. This parting marked the start of a new chapter, filled with the possibility of healing and love, as you learned to embrace a brighter future.

As you gathered the courage to share snippets of your story with Mara, you attempted to strike a balance between honesty and discretion. With great courage and vulnerability, you opened up about your past, childhood traumas, and the painful losses you had endured. You chose your words carefully, omitting too many details and refraining from delving too deeply into the specifics of your relationships with the members. Despite your efforts to sugarcoat the narrative, Mara's compassion and understanding shone through. She recognized the complexity of your journey and offered unwavering support without prying too much into the intricate details.

Your friendship now was meant to last forever.

***

During the year, you texted back and forth with bangtan.
They were now all dispatched from military and Jin was rushing you.

Jin's message, brimming with excitement and anticipation, reached your screen. The words, "Yn. That trip, when are you coming to Seoul? I miss you," held a weight of longing and eagerness. The absence since the trip seemed to stretch across the miles, and Jin's sentiment made it clear - he craved your presence, and the entire Bangtan felt the same.

You hastily typed out a response to Jin's eager query, your fingers moving swiftly across the keyboard. "Should I buy tickets for July?" you wrote, excitement and anticipation coursing through your veins. The idea of planning a trip, the prospect of seeing him and the rest of Bangtan in person, filled you with both eagerness and a touch of trepidation.

Jin's reply came through, buzzing with excitement. "Yes yes! Come Yn! I will personally pick you up!" his message read, his enthusiasm evident in every character. The prospect of seeing you in person seemed to have ignited a fire within him, and his offer to pick you up personally was a gesture of eagerness and warmth. The countdown to your reunion had begun, and the excitement was palpable.

You chuckled at Jin's eagerness, understanding the potential impracticality of his offer yet unable to suppress the excitement his message aroused within you. With a mix of amusement and anticipation, you responded, "I don't think that's a smart idea, but I won't argue with you." A smile tugged at the corners of your lips, imagining his eager expression. "I'll send you the date soon. Can't wait to meet!" you added, the flutter of anticipation growing stronger with each passing moment.

Jin's mind wandered, silently considering the possibility of Mara accompanying you to Seoul. While he harbored a certain affection for Mara, he remained hesitant to inquire directly about her involvement in this upcoming visit. His hesitance stemmed from his desire to keep his true feelings hidden, and he grappled with indecision about whether to broach the topic of Mara's presence.

Jin's excitement grew exponentially as he received your text message, containing the details of both yours and Mara's tickets. His eyes filled with joy, reflecting the eagerness to see you once again. He wasted no time in sharing the news with the other members, their collective anticipation rising as the prospect of your reunion became a reality.

Yoongi, caught off guard by Jin's revelation, couldn't help but protest. His reaction to the news was a mix of surprise and playful scolding. "What? You kept this a secret from us? Ya, Jin," he exclaimed, dropping his headphones and expressing his dismay. Jin chuckled at Yoongi's reaction, fully aware of the surprise he had unintentionally caused by keeping the news unannounced until now.

Taehyung, taken aback by the sudden news, lost his balance and stumbled, landing on the floor in a comically ungraceful fashion. Namjoon, caught off guard, was unable to contain his surprise, causing him to spill his coffee, his grip on the cup slipping.

Hoseok's emotions were a whirlwind of joy and anticipation, his laughter filling the room as he reacted to the news. However, beneath his enthusiastic facade, a tinge of fear silently swirled within him. He couldn't help but wonder if he would be able to conceal his feelings effectively during your upcoming visit.

Despite his exterior nonchalance, Jungkook was secretly ecstatic about your impending visit. His mind raced with ideas and plans, the possibilities of spending time with you sending joyous tingles down his spine.

Jimin's emotions were conflicted as he sat quietly, his mind a whirl of uncertainty. He muttered under his breath, his words tinged with unspoken frustration. "But she didn't tell me anything.. how can she?" he mused, grappling with his thoughts about your impending visit. The complexities of their previous relationship weighed heavily on him, leading Jimin to question whether attempting friendship was wise. He harbored doubts, believing that nothing good could come from rekindling a toxic relationship.

Jin's authoritative voice cut through the room, gathering the attention of the other six members. "Hey," he called out, noticing the mixed emotions on their faces in response to the news.

Sensing their reluctance and concern, a hint of determination crept into Jin's voice as he firmly declared, "We need to make her trip here worth it. Mara is coming also. Let's make full plans ahead." Jin's words served as a reminder, urging the members to collectively prepare and ensure that your upcoming visit was filled with memorable moments.

Hoseok's ears seemed to perk up at the mention of Mara's name. Glancing at Jin, he posed a sly question: "Mara? Oh, Jin, you fancy the little fox, huh?" Hoseok's words carried a playful tone, teasingly hinting at Jin's possible affection for Mara.

Despite his attempt to deny it, Hoseok's curiosity lingered. "I don't!" Jin protested defensively, his words tinged with a touch of resistance. "I'm more curious about her relationship with YN," he added, his tone betraying his growing piqued interest in your connection with Mara.

Yoongi, finding humor in the situation, let out a chuckle, his skepticism evident in his response. "Yeah, sure," he said sarcastically, his words dripping with playful mockery.

Namjoon joined the conversation, contemplating the significance of the kiss he had witnessed. "Indeed," he mused thoughtfully, "that kiss.. it seemed like no laughing matter." A hint of deep contemplation veiled his words, hinting at the weight he attributed to the affectionate gesture.

Taehyung, his tone tinged with disbelief, questioned the possibility of your attraction to girls. "Come on now!" he exclaimed, his words carrying a hint of uncertainty. "She was just making fun of us, right? She can't be into girls, can she?!"

Jungkook, his expression darkening with possessiveness, firmly asserted his belief. "No," he stated strongly, his words carrying a firm determination. "She can't and she ain't. Yn is not that type," he reiterated, refusing to consider the possibility.

Jimin, his annoyance evident in his voice, posed a challenging question. "What do you mean by that type?" he inquired, his words punctuated with a sense of defiance. "Are we putting labels on Yn now?" he added with a hint of irritation and defiance, emphasizing the need for understanding and respect without resorting to stereotypes.

Jin, sensing the rising tension among the members, intervened with a calm composure. "Guys, guys, let's not fight. What's wrong with you all?" he urged, his words gentle but firm. It was clear he wanted to defuse the escalating tension in the room.

Namjoon's authoritative tone left no room for disagreement. "Nothing's wrong..and everything will go smoothly. Right?" he asserted, his words carrying an air of certainty and finality. The weight of his statement hung in the air, leaving no doubt in the minds of the others that he expected things to proceed without a hitch.

The members murmured in agreement, each silently harbouring their own agenda in relation to you. "We shall try..." they muttered, their words carrying a touch of determination mixed with reservations. The room was filled with a mixture of anticipation and underlying tensions, as each member contemplated their own intentions with your upcoming visit.

Namjoon remained silent, his mind grappling with conflicting emotions. He was uncertain about voicing his true feelings, questioning whether any good could come from opening up about his inner turmoils. A sense of hesitation held him back, as he wrestled with the complexities of his own thoughts and fears.

Despite their hectic schedules, only Jungkook managed to find moments to message you daily, keeping up a continuous line of communication. Amidst the whirlwind of activities, his occasional texts served as a reminder that they hadn't forgotten about you.

Amidst the ongoing text conversations, you began to notice a shift in Jungkook's behavior. He seemed to be acting in an unusual manner, leaving you puzzled and curious about the cause behind his peculiar actions. Conflicting thoughts and questions swirled through your mind, as you pondered what could be going on in his life to prompt this change.

With a mix of hesitation and concern, you sent a message to Jungkook, seeking clarity. The words on the screen seemed to hold a lot more than a mere query. "Kookie. Is there something wrong?" you inquired, your question tinged with worry. "Should I cancel my trip?" you added, seeking reassurance about the situation. The words hung in the digital air, waiting for his response.

Jungkook, sensing your apprehension, quickly rang you up upon reading your message. His voice was hurried yet sincere, reassuring you in his own way. "Don't cancel anything," he said, his words carrying a sense of comfort. "We just have a hectic schedule. We are preparing for a new album for comeback," he explained, providing a reason for his earlier behaviour.

The sound of Jungkook's voice sent a soft shiver down your spine, stirring something within you. His words resonated with sincerity, and you responded with a heartfelt understanding, acknowledging the pressure he was under. "Ohhh ok. I understand," you replied softly, your words tinged with empathy.

The sincerity in Jungkook's voice grew as he confessed his longing, admitting that he needed you. "I want to see you, Yn," he said softly. "I need you.. We need to talk. Just the two of us," he added, his words carrying a plea for a quiet and personal moment alone.

Jungkook's words surprised you, but you understood the need for a heartfelt conversation. "Yes," you responded, your words filled with reassurance and understanding. "I believe we should talk. I will give you my full attention, Kookie. I promise," you pledged, committing yourself to lending him your undivided attention and listening with an open heart.

The urgency in Jungkook's voice was palpable as his request hung in the air. "Please come here. Come sooner," he pleaded, his tone filled with desperation. "I'll pay for it. Take the first flight to Seoul, YN," he implored, his emotions clearly in turmoil. "I can't take this anymore," he confessed, his words tinged with a mix of frustration and longing.

You were taken aback by your own response, but the pain in Jk's voice spoke volumes. "I.. Fine.. I'll try," you agreed, your words tinged with uncertainty. "I'll text you my flight details. But don't say a word to anyone," you insisted firmly, ensuring that their conversation remained a secret for the time being.

Jungkook's response came with certainty, acknowledging your request. "Yes, Yn. I promise I won't," he assured, his words holding a note of reassurance. And then, as if to reinforce the sense of familiarity, he asked, "Someone will pick you up. My black Mercedes. You remember it?"

Your reply came with a mix of anticipation and farewell. "Yes, I know it. See you soon, Kookie," you replied softly, the words carrying a sense of anticipation tinged with farewell, signifying the impending end of the call.

Jk acknowledged your words, his voice low as he bid farewell. "Yes, Yn. See you," he replied softly, the hint of anticipation in your voice signaling the approaching end of the phone call, leaving you to prepare for your impending trip.

Jungkook's mind was consumed by anticipation, his once focused attention now solely fixed on his phone. His eyes seemed glued to the screen, unable to tear his gaze away as he waited for any update or message from his phone, seemingly waiting for the news that you managed to get a flight.

Yoongi's laughter filled the air, oblivious to the inner turmoil within Jungkook. "What's wrong, JK?" he jested, teasing him playfully. "Is Yn not replying to your texts? You've been bombarding her daily."

Yoongi sensed the unease in Jk's words, causing his tension to grow. "No, nothing, hyung," Jk responded with a forced smile, trying to downplay the situation. However, Yoongi's intuition told him otherwise. He knew something was indeed troubling Jk, but it seemed he wasn't ready to open up just yet.

Hoseok's energetic vibe filled the room as he entered and immediately began herding everyone towards the dance practice area. "Come on, all of you!" he exclaimed with enthusiasm, a wide grin plastered on his face. "No slacking off, time for dance practice!"

After hours of intense practice, the members took a break. While the others were caught up in their conversations, Jungkook's gaze was fixed on his phone, his eyes searching for any sign of a message from you. There, displayed on the screen, was the answer to his anticipation - you had successfully secured a flight for the following day.

Jk's sudden stumble and subsequent fall on his face took everyone by surprise. "I need to go," he managed to utter, his voice tinged with urgency and haste. The others exchanged curious glances, wondering what could have prompted his sudden departure.

Jk fiercely protested Yoongi's move as he reached for his phone. "Don't hyung!" he roared, trying to prevent him from seeing his phone. His efforts to preserve the secrecy of your flight plan became evident, as he desperately wanted to keep this information hidden from the others.

Yoongi's gaze met Jk's, his words spoken in a hushed tone. "Don't hurt her," he warned gently, his protective side surfacing. "I'll keep a watch on you." Though he was unaware of the specifics, Yoongi sensed the gravity of the situation, and it was clear he would keep a watchful eye on Jk and ensure your safety.

Jk nodded, acknowledging Yoongi's warning. "Yes," he assured, a sense of determination in his voice. "I promise I won't." Despite the gravity of the situation, he was resolute in his promise to avoid hurting you.

The members, bewildered by Jk's haste, began nagging him, their concern evident in their words. "Are you ok, Jungkook?" they chorused, worry etched across their faces. "Why are you rushing? Be careful not to hurt your knees!" Their relentless questions and warnings filled the air, highlighting their genuine concern for his well-being.

Jk quickly attempted to explain, his haste becoming more apparent. "I'm fine, I'm fine," he insisted, hurriedly apologizing. "Sorry, I was not paying attention. I need to rush home for today." His words came out in a rush, as if he was battling with himself to stay or go.

Hobi and Namjoon, their words synchronized, wished Jk a farewell. "Ok. See you tomorrow then," they remarked in unison. "Be careful.." Their concern for his safety was evident in their tones, and their farewell carried an undertone of mild worry.

As Jk drove his bike through the bustling city, his heart raced with conflicting emotions. The wind whipped his face, and the hum of the engine filled his ears, drowning out his doubts momentarily. Yet beneath the surface, the question lingered in his mind: "Am I doing the right thing?" The thought nagged at him, mingling with the adrenaline coursing through his veins.