Meanwhile, Taehyung and Yoongi arrived to Busan. They booked two rooms and went inside. The whole ride they barRoy talked. Yoongi knew that this situation stressed Taehyung so much.
He was biting on his fingers until he bled, typing on the phone and crying in the back. He didn't realize that maybe his feelings for yn are also strong, maybe stronger that his.

"No, I should think about myself first. He had many chances. I didn't stop them. I couldn't stop him. Neither Jungkook. I need to wait... fuck but I don't want to!! Just where is she?"

Taehyung got undressed and went on the couch. He was pale as a ghost.
On the road, all he could think was yn. Yn with Jungkook. Yn with Yoongi. How did they do it? Does she like them more? Was he not sweet enough? Not loving enough? Or maybe lying to much?

"Why did I send that message?? Of course she would call Jk. What did I think? What feelings would she have for a sex maniac? Why can't I be honest for once? It's already hurting to much."

His gaze was lingering on a certain message.
"I already fucked everything up. What could be worse?" so he just send it. To yn.
(This was Tae original letter to yn, but he changed it with the other one, because he was affraid not to get hurt, so he thought it's better for yn to think he is playful and not that serious, but he was! He didn't want to admit it that time.)

"You are making me feel so shy,
everytime I loook into your eyes,
I get that feeling I am lost in space,
Whenever I hear your voice,
My heart skips and I feel so lost,
I get the feeling this is what you can call Love,
But will never see it bloom,
As I can never say for real,
But I feel the need to tell you this,
Thank you for making me feel how much being in love with you hurts."
(message delivered)

He then slumbered on the couch, getting two pillows into his embrace and fell asleep.

***
Yn and Jungkook came back to bed after washing out. Yn was sitting on the side of the bed.
"Kookie, I want to try something. I want to make you feel good, also, as you did before... I mean.. can I?"
Jungkook choked with water and looked at yn with big eyes.
"You want what?" he asked like he didn't hear well the first time.

"I want to... you know. Also taste you." She replied, slightly blushing. Was it wrong of her wishing to do the same? She was also intrigued by him and wished to please him.

"Ohh, princess. Only if you want to. You don't need to, return the favor." Jk coughs a little.
"I want to do it because I want to taste you, feel you, not because I need to..."
"Ok, I understand..."
"Can you stand up then, here, in front of me?" Yn asked softly.
"Everything for my princess."

Yn was staring at his size, it was cute, being soft. She put her hands on it, sliding it, yn could hear Jk hissing a little, as he felt the warmth of her hand. He got hard again in no time.

Yn tongue went first for the tip, she slowly made long strips of saliva down his length.
Jungkook was groaning. His dick was throbbing already. Yn took a deep breath and pushed him inside her mouth. She felt him reaching at the back of her throat, but she relaxed her muscles. She wanted to take him all in. She took him deeper than he expected, and his pelvis flinched.

"Yn, stop... you're gonna choke... damn, you make me want to grab your hair and ruin your mouth!"
"Do it" yn muffled... as she nodded her head as a yes.
Jungkook grabbed her hair and titled her head back.
"Are you sure?"
Yn nodded a small yes. Her eyes were shining so bright.

"Just what is she thinking? I wanted to be gentle! I wanted to shower her with my love! Fuck, I can't.... She is making me snap!" Jk was thinking.
He then slowly pushed his dick more inside yn mouth, slide half out and then trusted more inside. Yn was trying to not gag on it.

"If it's to much, tap me on the leg and I will stop." Jk was waiting for confirmation, but yn wrapped her tongue around him, sucking him harder.

"Fuck, don't regret this!"
He started to do more violent hip trusts, filling yn mouth, reaching down her throat, pushing her beyond her limits. He went faster, wanting to reach climax deep into her mouth.
"Ppprincess, I'm gonna, I wanna, cum, fuck.. deep inside you. Can I?" he was pleading with those big eyes.
Yn nodded and took him inside her even further.

He then released his shoot at the back of her throat, she had to swallow it all. It was to deep and he didn't slide out, waiting for her to finish drinking it all, while staring down at her, being choked with his own dick.

"Do you want some water? I'm sorry yn, I don't know what came over me... I didn't mean to hurt you. Forgive me?" he tried to keep his smirk in check. He so loved doing that.

"Yes, please." he looked at her with big eyes, hearing her talk like normal.
"Did you, you, like, swallowed it all?"
"Hhhm, yes I did. It's not like I could spit it out!" Yn was laughing and hit his legs, playfully.

Jungkook came with a bottle of water, opened it up, drank a  few sips and gave it to yn.
"You know I'm not done with you, right?"
"I hope so, you promised me more, Kookie. And I wanna see that...happening..." yn blushed.

He picked yn up, fiddling her whole body with his hands, like he was a lost puppy and didn't know for what to reach first. Both their mouths were tangled already, tasting one another's cum and both their body's were getting goosebumps.
Jungkook groans as yn is slowly licking his neck and biting his lips.

"Damn, she is sure taking her time... I just want to dive in, she is making me go crazy. I want this woman, I need to make her mine!"
It didn't took to much to hear that sweet voice of hers.

Jungkook carefully turned yn and pushed her down on the bed. He placed himself between her legs, opening and spreading them further with his hands and body.
"Will you regret after we become one?" He asked in an almost choked voice.
"Never! As you desire me, I also want you. I never will. I can promise you that."

"At last, she is all mine! Yn, you're taking me so well. You're just, so damn perfect for me." Jungkook was growling.
His deep voice made yn feel butterflies.
"I can't go slow. I want to, trust me, but you just drive me insane!"
"Fuck, I'm gonna..." yn could barely breathe.

"Jungkook.." yn was whining "I can't no more..."
"Princess, I need to finish as well."Jungkook was desperate. He didn't know how to make yn his.

After they were done, he slowly placed his head on yn belly, hugging her like a big bear. Yn hugged his fluffy head, playing with his hair. But her hands were trembling. She was feeling it still.

Her thoughts were running wild. "I just can't get enough of him! I'm tired, sore, but I don't care! I don't want to fall asleep. All I could imagine is his weight that crushed me when he was on top, I want to see his face, feel his sweet lips on me and mine on him. I will never forget this."

But they both felt asleep, just like that. Tomorrow will come, what would they need to face?

Yn woke up at night, feeling sore and thirsty. She got up to reach a bottle of water.
She went slowly and took a shower. Jk was sleeping soundly. She dressed up and picked her phone and wallet, scurrying outside. She didn't want to wake him up.
She had a message from Taehyung. She read his letter. Tears were running down her face.

"I knew it! What do I now? What about Yoongi? I knew it, I'm better of dead!" And she run away outside the hotel grounds.
She wanted to go somewhere, anywhere, to hide! She was feeling ugly , dirty, unworthy.

"I should've left! Nothing good comes when I'm around!"
Was it due to her past trauma? Or she could not make a choice yet?

But someone grabbed her from behind! She got scared, she literally froze.
"Yn, what's wrong! Why are you running? Did he hurt you?" The man was shaking her and he couldn't see him well, her eyes were full of tears.

"Are you crying?" she felt his hands cupping her cheeks.
"Yoongs?" Yn asked surprised.
"Yes, love! It's me!"
Yn hugged him and started to cry louder.
"Let's pick you up." He hold her in his arms and went to his car.
"Want to go for a night ride?"
Yn simply nodded.

"Ok. But text Jungkook and let him know you are with me. He would be scared waking up and not finding you in there."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes. It's better that way."
"Thank you" yn said softly.

Yoongi drove to a private beach. They got out. Another car was there.
"Is it fine if you're spotted here? Seems like we are not alone."
"Don't worry, that's Taehyung."
"What?" Yn choked.

"You both need to talk. And truly talk. Seriously. He is a mischievous kid, I know. But he is hurt of all this.... I won't lie. I am as well. But for him, it's different. He is always making himself being cheerful and playing, lying and ignoring his true feelings.
He did the same with you. Until reality hit him. Please, just listen to him.
I dislike this. I will leave you here, alone. Call me when you're done."

Yoongi kissed her forehead and went up to the car. He really drove off.
Yn was shocked. She was not ready. Not yet. After all she had felt with Jungkook, Taehyung message broke her heart. She knew that. That she will hurt them all.
She was slowly approaching Tae, when he suddenly went into the sea.
"Taehyung!!!" Yn was yelling at him.
"Stop! Taehyung!!! Don't go inside!" She ran after him inside the water.

Taehyung didn't know who was yelling.
"Is that yn? No. I'm insane, I'm not normal. I'm not safe. I can't have her. She won't love me back."He was going deep into the water.

Yn lunged into the sea after him. She managed to catch him. She grabbed his arms.
"Taehyung!! Look at me!! What are you doing?"

Tae eyes were wide open, looking at her. He couldn't believe it.
"Is this really you, yn? Are you real?"
"Are you stupid?" Yn slapped his face. "What is the meaning of this? Let's get out first!"
But Taehyung didn't want to. He grabbed her and hugged her tight. He was squeezing the life out of her.

"Tae, let me go. You're hurting me."
His sanity broke at the hearing of the world "hurt".
"She said I'm hurting her. I knew it..." so he just went further inside the water.

While driving around with no aim and waiting for yn call, Yoongi's  phone suddenly rang. It was Jungkook.
"Where is yn? Did you take her away from me? What do you want?"
"Easy, Jungkook. Don't provoke me. I'm running out of patience."
"Don't hurt her!"
"What do you mean? I would never hurt her! I love her!"

"Where is she?"
"Jungkook...." Yoongi sighed. "She is with Taehyung. They need to talk. I will pick her up after."
"No, hyung! Listen to me! Taehyung is unstable! You need to go back! Go back!"
"What do you mean, Jungkook?"

"I said I have a bad feeling about this!!! Go back to them! Don't leave her alone with Taehyung!! Where are you? I'm coming also!"
"Jk, I know you're angry and this whole... whatever it is, it's upsetting. I'm not great at accepting the fact yn likes us, I also love her! But we need to let her decide and don't regret her choices!"

"I'm not talking about this, hyung! I don't care who she is choosing! She can have us all! I don't care! I can share! As long as she wants me, she can have you all! But we need to go to Taehyung, fast!"
"Fine, meet me at ZZ beach!"

Yoongi drove back fast, thinking maybe Jungkook is right. Taehyung seems a little off after yn tried to leave and decided to stay, but went to Busan with Jungkook.
Jungkook also ran to his car. He was speeding like crazy.

"I'm sorry, I'm just breaking my promise! Wait for me, princess!"
But then all he saw was light, and his car jumped off the road.