Christina's POV

Venting to Luke really had done wonders. I was numb for those hours, but being with him helped me process things a bit. He really did have a good influence on me. I was really surprised he found me. I didn't see that coming but there he was. And he'd been so worried. I loved that look on his face. If only I had had time to analyse it more. I had other things on my mind. I couldn't speak. Speaking made it so definitive. Like if it only happened in my mind it was just imagination. But there was Luke, he would understand. Or he would try at least. That's why I liked him so much. 

He'd offered me to spend the night at his hotel room. I took it because I had no where else to go but there. I couldn't go home and I wasn't going to stay at Sarahs for sure. And this was the place I wanted to be anyways. He was the person I wanted to be with. If I could fall asleep in his arms it would be so good. Maybe I could get some sleep. 

He gave me some clothes and I changed in his bathroom. He had given me sweatpants and one of his band tshirts. I loved this one. It was the one of Blink-182. I knew he loved this one and that he gave it to me meant a lot to me. I looked pretty good for being such a mess. And Lukes clothes gave me some more perspective. 

I walked out of the bathroom and saw Luke sitting on the bed with his hands in his hair. When he heard me he lifted his head and I saw his jaw drop. He was looking at me like he'd never seen me before. I liked this. Even though I had a crappy day, seeing him look at me like this made my heart leap a bit. Was he going to sleep in the same bed as me? Or was he going to be a gentleman? I had no idea. I was hoping he's sleep next to me. I needed to feel his warmth nearby. I needed him, period. I walked over to him and sat next to him.

"Are you okay now?" he asked me looking into my eyes.

"No but I will be.." I told him. I was being honest. 

"I'm glad to hear that. You want to go to sleep?" 

"Yeah, it's been a hell of a day.." 

"Okay, you want me to sleep on the floor or?" he asked me.

"You can sleep next to me if you want.." 

"You sure?" 

"Yeah, I want you here Luke", I told him.

He gave me a little smile. He liked this too. I knew he did. So I got in to bed with him. I layed my head down on the pilow, so we could face each other. He did the same thing. He was so cute. And he looked both younger and more innocent this way. He always put up such a big deal, but now he was just Luke, the way he had always been. His eyes were so honest. This was the best this was going to get. I needed him next to me. Knowing he would be here when I woke up. How many times had I fantasised about this? How many times did I dream and wake up to nothing. This wasn't going to be one of those times. Because he really was here. He was here to stay because we were in his room. He wouldn't leave me. Not now everything was so fucked up. 

"Are we going to sleep?" he asked me with a slight smile.

"Yea, I hope i can", I told him, a bit shaky. 

"Come here", he gestured me with his hands to come closer. 

I did as he asked and I was lying in his arms. He wrapped them around me and my head was on his chest. He smelled so good. Like lavender. Even better than that. I loved this so much. His arms were so strong around me. And I felt his breath on my hair. It was warm and smelled even better. I liked being here. After a little while I heard a little snore. He had fallen asleep and it was time for me to do the exact same thing. 

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Luke's POV

I woke up during the night and was disoriented. I didn't know what was going on. There was someone here. I wanted to sit up but there was somthing pinning me down, or should I say someone. I looked down and saw blonde hair. I suddenly realised Christina stayed over. Everything came rushing back from the previous evening. She had had a terrible day. She didn't want to go home. She wanted me in the bed with her. I remembered .

I looked down again and she was so peacefully asleep. She looked so innocent. I couldn't even believe she was here. This was all like a dream. I wish it had been under different circumstances. At least I was there for her when she needed me. Had it really not even been a week since I met her? It felt like I knew her for ever. She had become the center of my world. I should really be focusing on the band. But I couldn't keep my mind straight if she wasn't with me. And now she was here with me and I was more confused than ever. Every time she messes with my head. I couldn't get myself straight. She was like some kind of drug I need. I needed my fix everyday. 

She stirred a little. And I couldn't keep myself from thinking how cute she looked just making little noises. She was cute all together. I was falling for this girl. I had never fallen like this before. It was really scary. Then she gripped my chest tighter and I wrapped my arms around her a little tighter. Like she needed me to and my body instinctivly reacted. She knew exactly what sge was doing. Somehow I woke her up. 

"Hhhow late is it?" she asked, still drunken with sleep.

"It's about 7 am", I told her camly. 

Suddenly she was wide awake and she was sitting up. 

"Oh, I totally forgot where I was! Damn! Is it really that late?" she asked me with big eyes.

"Yes, why?"

"I need to go to school and even go home to change my clothes and get ready!" she practicly screamed. 

"Calm down, are they home?" 

"No, they probably already left for work."

"Okay, we can swing by before I drop you off at school. Are you sure you want to go?" I asked her with concern. 

"Yea, I can't miss any school if I want to graduate", she looked down at her feet. 

I pulled her in for a hug. "You are so strong."

She started crying again. I was so sorry for this happening to her.

"I needed to get that out", she told me when she finished. "I'm sorry for always crying."

"You never have to be sorry for that babe", I told her while looking into her swollen eyes.

"You called me babe", she said while smiling a little. 

I smiled too. I couldn't help but react as a lovesick teenager. Which I probably was too. I looked at her lips and that was my bigest mistake. Everytime I did that I knew what was going to happen. This time was no exception. I looked in her eyes again and bent over to her. When my lips touched her I felt her sigh and her shoulders slump like some great weight had been lifted off them. She leaned in to me and deepened the kiss. I pulled her closer, as close as I could without hurting her. And even that wasn't even close enough. I couldn't control myself. My tongue found hers and I layed her down on the bed. I bent over her and she grabbed my shirt. I felt her back arch of the bed. I loved this so much. I didn't know how to stop. We were pulled to each other. We needed each other. And the sexual tension was big now. I had never gone this far with anyone. She made me do these things. 

"Luke, man, can I borrow.. oh", I heard someone say. 

We broke off our kiss and I looked up to Ashton standing there. He was smiling from ear to ear. He was a jerk for interrupting us like this. It was getting so good and now it was over. I hated Ash from now on. 

"I can see you're busy, sorry!" he ran out of the room. 

I looked over at Christina and saw her face was all red. She was emberassed. I couldn't blame her. I wasn't but she had just been caught by a member of one of her favourite bands. 

"Uhm, sorry", she told me.

"Hey, you never have to be sorry fo that!" I told her.

"Did you.. like.. it?" she asked me a bit shaky.

"Uhm, yea.. ofcourse.. you?" I asked her insecure as I was.

"I think so yes.."

"You think so?" 

"Okay, I liked it!" she laughed.

"We have to go if you want to be on time for school", I told her, changing the subject.

She got up and took her clothes with her into the bathroom. When she got out I was already dressed and ready to go. Why the hell did this have to end? 

"Are you ready?" I asked her.

"No", she said. 

She walked over to me and put her hands around my neck and kissed me. I put my hands around her waist and pulled her in. 

"Seriously guys? Get a hold of yourselves!" Michael screamed suddenly. "I didn't believe Ashton when he told me but here you guys are, making out, again!" 

"Mind your own business!" I snapped at Michael. 

I was getting really sick of all these bandmembers who were ruining our kisses. I hated when they did this. 

"Let's go", I told Chris as I grabbed her hand. 

We walked over to the elevator and got in. When we were in the elevator she kissed me again. Like she couldn't get enough. Again we were interrupted by the bell of the doors that were opening. I entertwined my fingers with hers and we walked out to a mass of fans standing there. I didn't think this was going to happen. They weren't normally here this early. Why today? Why? I stood in front of Chris and protected her from everyone. 

"I'm sorry guys! I really have to go!" I screamed and the fans were all sad. Normally I would spend some time with them, but that really wasn't an option today with Christina here.

"Is that the girl you're dating?" someone screamed. 

I had to get out of there. This was going to be in the papers. For sure. Now it was all out. I hoped they would be nice to Chris. She deserved some friendly words right now. She desereved everything. We ran out of there, straight to my car and got in.

"That was crazy. I used to be part of those people", she told me.

"You were here before?" 

"Yea, 5 times I think. But you guys never had time to do everyone, so I never really got to meet you.." 

"I'm sorry I didn't get to meet you back then", I told her, meaning what I said. 

"Ah, it's nothing. I know you now right? That's enough for me." She looked at me and I felt so wanted. 

"Yea, I'm glad because of that." I grabbed her hand and drove to her house. 

We sat like that until we reached her house. I liked being like this. We got out of the car and went in. There really was no one. She took me upstairs to her room to get ready. I sat down on her bed and looked around. There were a lot of pictures of me and the boys. But more of me really. I liked this. She really was a big fan. I saw a guitar and a keyboard. I never thought she could play instruments. She never mentioned. I went over to the keyboard and looked at the song she was learning. It was 'Say Something' by A Great Big World and Christina Aguilera. I loved the lyrics to that song. And I loved to know what it would sound like coming from her. She finally got out of the bathroom and we left for school. 

We finally got there and in time too. She looked over at me and I knew what was going to happen, again. We really kissed a lot this morning. We finally let go of each other and looked into each others eyes. 

"Should I pick you up after school?" I asked her.

"If you could? I really don't want to go home yet.." she told me sadly.

"I'll be here babe." 

"Bye babe", she smiled. 

She got out of the car and took a piece of my heart with me. Then I noticed everyone was watching at us. Shit, this really was going to be on the internet and the papers. I hoped she was ready for this. I hoped I was ready for this.