Chapter 18
Luke's POV
As we drove to the hotel she didn't say a word to me. I looked over at her for countless times. She just stared out the window with a smile on her face. If I only knew what she was thinking. A lot of thing had happened the past few days. I didn't know why she was smiling while she had so much to cry for. She was amazing girl and she kept on proving it to me. She was so strong. I didn't know how she did it.
And this was the longest fucking drive ever. I was getting frustrated. Chris really didn't say anything. She'd kissed me so much today. And I had liked it, the sucker I was. I was like playdoh in her hands. She could do anything to me and I would be fine with it.
When we finally arrived there were reporters everywhere, again. They couldn't leave us alone.
"Are you ready for this?" I asked her with fear in my voice.
"Ofcourse I am", she smiled at me.
We got out of the car and went straight through the mass. I put my arm around her shoulders as we walked in. Everyone was shouting questions at us but I all I could see was the way she smiled up to me as she felt my arm touching her shoulders. She looked happy. And in love. Was she? In love? Did she really want me as bad as I wanted her?
We walked up the stairs and got to my room. I stood there as she walked over to the bed. She looked so comfortable here. I loved it.
"Are you ever going to clean up?" she asked me, raising her eyebrows.
"Who are you? My mom?" I asked her while flashing a smile at her.
"No, I am most certainly not", she smiled a naughty smile at me. I walked over to the bed and sat next to her. We had just slept in there this morning. And made out in it before the guys interrupted us.
"Before anything happens, I have to do something", I told her before I could get lost in her scent.
"Okay?" she looked confused.
"I'll be back in a sec."
I went out the door and in to our shared room. As I thought the boys were there.
"Hey loverboy!" Ashton called me out.
"Luke, I am very upset with you!" Calum shouted while pouting.
"What's wrong with you?" I asked him, joking around.
"What about Cake? What's going to happen to us? Now that you have Chris it seems to be all about her.." he almost shed a tear.
"Aww man, you know you're the only one for me right?" I told Cal.
That seemed to cheer him up. He was totally into Cake. He loved that we all had a bromance.
"Kay, but don't you dare leave me!" he told me before turning to the screen again.
"So what have you guys been up to?" Michael asked me.
"Huh?" I asked questioning.
"Yea, you and Chris? Saw you on the news just as you were arriving", he told me.
"What? Why can't they leave us alone?" I put my hands in the air for dramatic effect.
"I know, so why is she here this often?"
"She has some.. issues at home. I'm helping her out."
"Yea, I know what you were helping her out with this morning! Out of her clothes!" Ashton laughed.
"Man, that's not cool. Please don't come barging in again like that okay? I want some privacy.." I told them.
"Luke, man, it's cool, you just have to ask", Michael said to me.
"So you'll leave us alone right now?"
"As long as we don't hear whining noises it'll be okay", Calum said with a big smile.
"When we hear that we're totally barging in again!" Michael joked.
I left the room while rolling my eyes. I had to get back to Chris as soon as I could. She'd probably be bored out of her mind. As I entered the room I saw her waiting for me on the bed and went straight for her. I knocked her over and kissed her like my life depended on it. I needed to feel her again like this morning. It was like a drug. She kissed me back, tugging my tshirt very hard. She wanted me to be as close as possible. I was on top of her on the bed and we were making out again. She pulled my shirt over my head and stared at my body.
"I've never seen you like this before. All the other boys have topless pics but you don't. Why is that Luke?" she asked me, out of breath.
"I don't know. I don't like my body I guess", I told her with a shrug.
"Well, I do", she told me while puling me in for another kiss.
I slipped my hands around her waist. Pulling her closer. We turned around and now she was on top of me. She traddled me and I had no idea what was going on. My mind was blowing up. She pulled her shirt over her head and I got to see her bra. She was wearing a white laced bra. It was the most beautiful sight. I couldn't stop staring. She was just smirking at me. She knew how much I liked this. And she did too. She bent over again to kiss me while I was touching her breasts. I was cupping them and I felt her sigh into my mouth. This was the best feeling in the world. She made me feel so happy.
"We don't have to rush thing", I told her, meaning what I said.
"I know, this is nice, for now", she told me softly.
Her mouth traveled off to my neck while she was biting down on my skin. She was driving me mad. She found my spot and knew how to use it to her advantage. I wasn't going to let her win. He flipped us back over so I was hovering over her again. I kissed her neck and her breasts. Traveling down to her stomach. I made circles with my tong around her belly button. She liked it, I could tell. I made my way back up her body to find her mouth again. I rolled off her. I couldn't handle this. She was driving me so crazy.
"Why'd you stop?" she asked me, heavily breathing.
"We need to stop, I don't want to rush things", I told her honestly.
"Okay, but I liked what we were doing.." she pouted.
"You were driving me crazy, you know that right?" I asked her.
"Yeah.. I could tell", she laughed.
She layed her head on my chest again, making figures with her fingers on my chest. I loved doing this with her. We were in a really good place. I caught her fingers and laced them with mine.
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Christina's POV
I was loving what we were doing until he stopped. He didn't want to go too fast. I wanted him, ever since I had kissed him. I needed him. This day at school was so bad. I needed him to make me forget about all of it. I never had any problems, but they seemed to pile up these days. Ever since I met him all I have had were problems. And it wasn't because of him. But I hated change. I hated the not knowing what was coming. This was so difficult. I was lucky to have Luke with me right now. He made me think clear. I didn't know what I would've done without him.
"So how was school today?" he asked me after a while.
"It was not that good.." I told him, sighing into his chest.
"What happened? Besides the reporters?"
"Some girls in the bathroom. They were talking about me probably fucking you to get here.."
"What? And what did you do?"
"I told them they were just jealous bitches and they should be because you liked me and I liked you", I told him without heasitating.
"You handled that very well babe", he told me with a smile.
"Yea, so you do? Like me, that is."
"Ofcourse I do! Didn't I prove that to you like two seconds ago?" He told me.
"Yea.." I smiled like a stupid girl. Which I was.
We layed that for a long while. We said nothing. I just listened to his breathing, which soothed me. I liked being myself around him. He was so famous, yet so normal. He was the only guy I'd ever met who was so down to earth. Even normal boys had an ego as big as Manhatten. I hated them. Luke was so cool in not caring what people thought. That's part of why I liked the band. They just didn't give a shit about anyone elso or what they were thinking. As long as the fans were happy they were. I had loved these guys for so long. Luke fell asleep and I decided to go the lounge to hang with the guys. I knew Luke didn't get a lot of chances to sleep.
When I entered the room Calum was there. The others weren't anywhere in sight.
"Hey Chris! What are you doing here? Luke is next door you know!" he said with a smile.
"Yea, he's asleep and I didn't want to wake him up", I told him.
"Oh yeah, he's a difficult sleeper. So how are things going?"
"With Luke or?"
"Yeah with Luke and in normal life."
"Things with Luke are great, he is great."
He looked at me with a big smile on his face.
"I figuered. He can't stop talking about you", he whispered to me.
"Aww!"
"And in normal life?"
"Complicated."
"Luke told us you have some issues at home?"
"Yeah I don't want to talk about it." He gave me a sympathetic look.
"Okay, let's play COD okay?" he asked me.
He put the game on and we played for a long time. I was kicking his ass and he wasn't too happy about it. What was it with this guys and losing to a girl that was so hard to accept? They made a big deal about it. They really shouldn't be bitching about it. It was really funny and only made me feel better about beating them. They made it so much more entertaining.
"How did you get this good?" he whined.
"I have an older brother", I told him while pulling up my shoulders.
At that moment Luke stormed in.
"Oh, god, you're here!" he yelled and pulled me into his arms.
"What's wrong?" I asked a bit worried.
"I was worried you'd left..." he told me a bit insecure.
"I would never leave you honey", I told him.
Calum had disappeared. I didn't know where he went but when Luke was in the room everything else just didn't matter. He shone so bright I had to look at him. He was amazing. And I loved every single thing about it.
"Let's go back", I told him.
He took my hand and led me to the room.
"Can I use your shower?" I asked him. I felt really dirty for some reason. I had to shower at some point and I was not going home.
"Of course you can babe. You can use anything you want to", he told me with a soft smile.
The way he came running in made my heart jump. He had looked really scared. Was he really afraid I'd leave him? I would never do such a thing. He was way too great to leave. I couldn't bring my heart to do such a thing. My heart was betraying me. It was running off to Luke. Soon he would own my whole heart and then there would be no turning back anymore.
I sighed as I took of my clothes. Who was I kidding? He already owned my heart. And there was no turning back.
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