I've actually spent a lot of time
Trying to fight it
So many hours
So many days
Convincing myself it'll get better
Convincing myself I'll get better
Trying to control my thoughts
Not letting myself give in
But it took me so long to understand
That I can't fight myself
I was the devil..and I couldn't destroy myself more than I already did.

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A/N - so it's 2:40 am and I'm like on this writing spree .. I wrote like 12 and I'm so excited to publish akskjsskjxjsisk okay I need sleep now. Idk when I'll publish the next few but I have a lot a lot of drafts okay baiii 😂