I realised my poetry isn't about emotions 
Its not about how i feel 
or how i should have felt 
its the love i have for you
the love which still hasn't
been able to turn into hate 
the love which refused to leave 
no matter how many times 
id remind myself what you did
that same love 
which made me write this ,
made me surrender my thoughts to you
Just that love 
I still can't live without.

-take it away