oh it hurts
It hurts bad
my hands are shaking
My eyes still watering
it seems like
everything stopped
everything

I stare at the bathroom wall
I've been on the floor
for quite a while
I'm rocking back and forth
hoping that somehow
somewhere
the pain reduces

I feel nothing
Nothing at all
the emptiness
the numbness
it's swallowing me
it's not just a
'wave of emotion'
it crashed on me
all at once

I need you
I need you to
tell me it'll be alright
I need you to protect me
from myself
please

it's an earthquake
of my thoughts
A tsunami of my
emotions
and no ones here
to prevent the disaster

please
one last time
just come back
and do what you
always did

It's not that I can't
hide it from you anymore
That's the easy part 
It's me this time
I'm tired of myself
and I don't know
if I can overcome it.

•Incurable

A/n - well this is different. Thanks for reading 💓
much love
-liv 🌦