Have you ever liked someone? But your friend doesn't know it and talks with him, even though she doesn't like him. He's her really close friend. I'm not going to go into big detail but they are good friends. And seeing them talk hurts. I talk with him but it's never enough. I hate it. I can't tell anyone this cause if I do then they'll make fun of me. I don't want that to happen again...I did that in elementary and it ruined my life. I hate it. She hangs out with him all the time and when I see them together I feel...jealous. And I hate it! I hate it cause I know she doesn't mean to but when they talk it kills me. Ugh, and now I feel bad cause my friend might see this and might ask me about it, if you do see this please don't ask me about it. Just...these are things I need to deal with on my own...which is why I'm confused at too why I'm still writing this and why I even wrote this in the first place...heh, bye guys, love ya!