"hi"

"hey there"

the start of our
light switch love.

our relationship,
like a light switch,
was on and off.

from back and forth
arguments, as if we
were in debate.

to our cuddles and
endless amounts of
"I love you" messages.

next day, more heated arguments,
hours later, heated sex.

weeks pass by, and the
love is there.

yet I come up & fuck up.

fuck up, and fuck
up, and fuck up.

yet we'd make up,
and make up
and make up.

then we'd fuck and
fuck and fuck.

only to start the cycle over once more.

our love is now
like a foxglove.

as beautiful as is may
be, we're beyond toxic.
for each other? maybe.
maybe not. the love?
fuck nah.

my mind is conflicted though.

cause as much as I
want to forget and
erase you from the
gallery of memories...

like a marathon, you
run around my mind.

you rode on my train
of thought.

sat and played on
my mood swings.

took a ride on my
rollercoaster of emotions.

you're stuck there, and
I believe you'll be there
a while.