"Freak"

Am I alone with the thoughts that I have?

I'm afraid that I'm scared of myself

Am I the only one to doubt who I am?

Wish I was someone else

Everytime I try to swim, it pulls me,

pulls me deeper down

Everytime I try to fly, it holds me,

holds me to the groud

It tells me I'm a freak,

drains me,

the monster inside of me

Freak

Save me

The enemy is inside of me

Would be easier to fight someone else

than the war I fight within

It's impossible to hide from yourself

Where do I begin?

Everytime I dare to dream it wakes me,

wakes me with a cry

Everytime I dare to love it hates me,

hates me 'til it dies

It tells me I'm a freak,

drains me,

the monster inside of me

Freak

Save me

The enemy is inside of me

Screaming, laughing, the voice is inside my head

Freak, silent echo inside my head

Love me, can you even love at all

show me, show me what I ought to know

Mirror, mirror mirror on the wall

tell me, tell me that I'm beautiful

It tells me I'm a freak,

drains me,

the monster inside of me

Freak

drains me

the monster inside of me

Freak

Save me

The enemy is inside of me

It tells me I'm a freak

By: Molly Sanden

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This song is my theme. It describes how I feel 24/7.