My friend I'esha: are you sad?

Me: -says nothing-

I'esha: are you mad?

Me: -says nothing-

I'esha: have a facial expression! It's hard to tell how your feeling and crap! Go dammit Ash!

Me: you never know.

I'esha: I can't even understand the tone in your voice! Kate, get fucking emotions for once

Me: -looks at her-

I'esha: your eyes are dull, you don't have any expression on your face, and you don't have a expression in your voice. Tell me what your feeling!

Me: idk -shrugs- my eyes are dulled from pain and betrayal. My facial expression is not found, because I don't show anyone who I am. My voice stays the same at times, because it has learned to not show emotions.

I'esha: even your body!! Dammit! I can't even tell by the way your walking, standing, etc! Tell me!

Me: I stay like this for reasons. It's fear of the world knowing who I truly am. They'd judge me more then ever, they'd all leave. Everyone leaves though.

I'esha: who do you trust?

Me: it's hard to trust. You have to know them, they have to know you.

I'esha: are you bipolar?

Me: -stops walking for a second- _ -starts walking again- you'll never know

I'esha: are you? ;-;

Me: yes. I am also depressed, stressed out, scared, and much more. They are hard to know about though. I hide it inside.

I have more of a bipolar disorder then any other disorders I have. Part of why I twitch, is from Myoclonus.

Many people don't know things about me. To be honest, the only way people would know, is if I trust them.

Tbh, do I trust anyone anymore? I'm not being rude, I just don't really trust anyone. It's very hard to.

Multiple personality is hard tho tbh. (I'm pretty sure x_LiuAndSully_x understands it.-. ) ppl get confused on who's talking and crap

I'll brb later