I looked to the sky when my heart needed it most but honestly the eyes of the now frozen May kill ya.

She hasn't moved from the position she was in since I said "I mated with Kyle." I think she's just taking it all in but really at the moment I think she hasn't breathed in a while.

"May?" I finally said in fear of her having a stroke.

"You got me good!" She yelled now laughing. 

"I'm not lying to you it's true. Wendigos well only males are able to do this but they bite their mate then do they mate it up to seal the bond and I did that stuff with him. Want to see the bite?!" She looked at me in shock.

"No way you would have let him do that."

"He did it he didn't listen to me and because he's stronger than me I have no advantage against him. There was a girl and she was gonna mate with him and he let her kiss him yet his eyes never left my body. He didn't let up even when she was on his father's desk he kept looking at me. Then he left her on the desk and walked over to me then touched my waist and he started kissing my neck and I was losing control May I was melting into his touch. He owns me now." I was practically crying at that moment yet I stayed and looked at her my eyes feeling like a waterfall just being made.

"He did that to you?" I nodded and she walked over putting her arms around me and pulling me close. I cried into her shoulder. Not because of Kyle but that I was chosen against my will. He chose me but I never chose him. I was mortified at the thought and I hated that he did that to me without thinking anything of it. I did. I always did. I knew he liked me from when we were teens and he tried to bite me then. I just couldn't take in that responsibility of technically owning someone just from a bite. But he wasn't human so I couldn't complain.

Wendigos are fascinating yet terrifying in the same swing. They only needed to bite you and do the thing in order to be theirs. They had their minds set on the thought of killing humans for food. They only had to do the do in order to seal a bond. He made me feel like he took advantage of me and I didn't like it. It was weird now being able to rely on him if I needed to. He was kinda like the shoulder that was always there.

I was watching him cut fruit for me and I smiled not making a sound. It was like 5 in the morning yet here I am spying on the wendigo I not have to call my mate. I watched him put it into a bowl and then he sighed and stayed there for a little. He soon grabbed a mug and filled it with what I was going to guess was blood. He somewhat downed it but didn't at the same time. It was a swift move to drink it but I wouldn't say that he downed that.

I finally stepped out and smiled.

"Kyle it's five in the morning yet you are in this room by yourself drinking what I'm guessing is blood."

"Because I would like to get up early and get a nice bloody start to my day."

"The pun was cute but why do you wake up this early do you always?" I asked.

"I do now if I may ask, why are you awake at this time?" He asked holding the mug and waving it around like he was the pirate from those Johnny Depp movies the ones they keep making sequels to.

"I felt you get up and I didn't want to make you feel bad if I was awake I feel like you'd be all sad and constantly keep apologizing."

"I feel bad but I wouldn't keep apologizing. I'd probably just buy you flowers or something and say I'm sorry probably about twice." I giggled at his response and went over to him. He put the cup down and soon I found myself in his arms. He was swaying a little and kissed my shoulder here and there. I felt so safe and warm in his arms I always felt that way even before I became his mate.

"Do you eat any human food?" I asked leaning back into his hold.

"Chips, cookies, and freeze pops. Freeze pops are just so weird like they're just sugar yet ice at the same time. But I love chocolate chip cookies to be exact and I love really any kind of chip."

"So wendigos can eat human food?" I asked.

"Yeah we can but we prefer not to considering that we can throw up sometimes just from eating it." I nodded at the new knowledge and I turned around pulling him into a steamy kiss.

He hadn't really kissed me a lot. I thought being mated would mean that we would be having cuddle times and steamy kisses. Or kisses goodnight. He was always the shoulder I could lean on if I needed to yet he never did what I would expect human boyfriends to do. He was just there and he would feed me and keep me happy. Hold me in his arms and make me feel like I belonged there all along.

I pulled away and looked up at him. The confusion and the hunger for more is all I could see in his eyes.

Those icey eyes now looking into my blue ones as if to say 'why'd you pull away from me?' I loved the look because he looked hot with the look of hunger for more but yet he didn't do anything. He pulled his hands away and looked at me as he did it. I felt his hands sliding into mine and felt a little frostbitten at the tips of my fingers. He was so hot yet so cold at the same time I just couldn't wrap my head around it. Grey's book never spoke of how it felt when two wendigos were mated for life but how would that even help me. I mean it would give me some thought around how a make wendigo feels yet since I'm not a wendigo and I'm not close to one it wouldn't be of any help whatsoever.

I left my train of thought and looked up into those eyes once again.

His lips parted to speak and my ears were ready to listen.

"I love you."

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