I tried it many times before,
Most of them were overlooked,
Guess I made it out my planning too quickly booked,
A long time coming, writhing with fits,
Giggling as my self-expression feels like slaughter,
Just as eyes drop, an' self introductions are left out the window,
Guess that's fed me up,
The sinking feelings like plows,
Slinking around, wondering how the heck I ever caught up,
To be this far grown.
I think I've missed a lot being I've spent a lot of time looking down.