Secrets, 

I don't want to have, 

I never did think I would know,

Oh no I did not think I would know,

That,

Pain again,

Didn't expect to be the one hiding again,

Wish that I could open my mouth,

And say, " Yes... Yes

I, 

have done that,

and I miss being honest"

But it catches in my throat. 

It seems that no matter, 

How hard I try I,

Can't,

Leave without letting you know,

How much I beg my mouth,

To open up and,

Let,

It go, because when it sticks,

As a lump in my throat,

It chokes me,

And slowly I feel my pulse let,

Go.

-Joshua Banks JJAJ