Violetta's POV

Me: I quit, we will never find her!

I say,feeling weak because of all that hours that we found to find her.

Camilla:I quit,too.

We sit in a bunch and we take deep breathes.

Camilla:Did you tried to call her?

Me:Only oneTime...you wish.... over fifty times ...

I say with in a little angry tone.My phone rings and it start to play the music rigtone, that It is Nothing Holdin' me Back by Shawn Mendes.I see the name, and it was my dad.

Me:Hi dad!

Dad/Herman: Hi Violetta!Where are you?

Me: Where am I?

Dad/Herman:Did you forget we have our Familly Night, today?

What???With all that I forget it...

Me:No,of course I didn't forget it but something happen and in home I will tell you more details.

I hang up on the phone, I smile.

Camilla:Goodbye!

She say with a tired smile.

Me:Goodbye!Wait...Tomorrow what day is it?

Camilla:Tuesday!

Me:Tomorrow we will search for Francesca.Ok?

Camilla:Ok...

Me:Sorry...

Camilla:Don't apologise...go now.

And I run in my car,I open my car...I go and put music...of,course...Into you by Ariana Grande!

I start to drive...the moonlight shine all over the road,it was the only light with the stars shining in the sky.I knew that I had to run in my home.But no,I couldn't..All my life went wrong..How can I?

I stop the car and I run out into the forest that it was in my way.I start to cry...I start to remember all the things that happend in my life from when I was 16 years old...and I just cried.

I remember my first love, my first kiss, my first relationship,my first friend, all the things that happend in my life...and for some reason It all were like knives in my heart, every time I tried to breathe , something hurt me.

I know I did the worst mistake in my life...let him go...he found someone else...How can I left him?I loved him...I think I still do...but no, he has change .... he isn't the sameanymore.Or I don't want to believe that he is the same because I want to move on.I hate him!But no I love him!I love him because his my life!

I start to cry more.How can I love him?I hate myself, I have to move on...but I think I can't...I tried too many times, thati it's like I don't want to move on.

I try to stop crying but I can't..All the time, I do the wrong choises, I take the wrong decisions. Why??My best Friend cheat her husband ,my other best frind has love promblems with her boyfriend.And I have to help both of them. I have to help all the people but I don't help myself, never..I think that is my biggest and only disadvantage...maybe I have to change my life, myself to my life be perfect.I don't know...I just wanna all to end.

I see the dark blue sky with the stars shinning...and this picture in my head calms me.And It's like....I feel safe in a strange way...I feel like they are gonna protect me...yeah,I know, this is strange but beautiful I haven't feel that way before.

I see the starts and I feel the warm air that is around me,takes my hair flying, and I close my eyes...I want to stop fight with my life, I want to love my life.But everytime I try to do the right choises, I do the wrong ones.

I just want everything end...I just want to live a calm life.I take deep breathes, with my eyes closed.Like then,no then it was with him, it was perfect.

/Flashback/

Leon:Close your eyes?

Violetta(Me):Leon?

Leon:Do you trust me?

Violetta:Of course!

Leon:Then close your eyes!

Violetta:Ok.

I close my eyes.

Leon:Now, imagine the most romantic place with the most romantic music.

I open my eyes.

Violetta:Leon...

Leon:Close them, do me this favor and listen me carefully.

I close again my eyes.

Leon:Good...as said ,imagine the most romantic place with the most romantic music.And now,something is missing?

Violetta:What?

Leon don't reply, he just lean to kiss me...his lips on mine...feel so right..so beautiful..I feel safe.

/End Flashback/

I remember one of the most beautiful memories I have made and I fall down in the middle of the forest...

Hi,How are you??I am sorry I didn't update sooner.But I really didn't have inspiration, and now I have so... be ready for many chapters.I hope you like it!I hope you didn't forget what happend, and didn't forget about me and the book .And the most important don't forget that this isn't the end ,is only the beggening!Please tell your friends if you like my story to read it too.Until the next time...

-Chara!