hey guys so this is a quick little update on my life and if there are typos please just deal with it i type fast and am on my laptop and honestly don't feel like doing a lot of editing so bare with me please.

Okay so i have been a bit depressed lately and my social working thinks i should go on anti-depressants.. i think its the right thing to do but i just don't know for goodness sake I'm fucking LATINA we don't do that i CANT do that it's just.. not me and i get what i have been through and i know i should want this but i don't feel like i can. and i am currently crying writing this and i dont know why. im going to update more just throw myself into my work. maybe that will help me. hopefully.. and i dont know why i am writing all of this in here nobody reads this and that just proves my worst thoughts nobody avtually cares about me.. y'all just want fanfics most people just want things from me so im used to it but it still hurts..