Laying my head against his chest....listening to his heartbeat as he held me....gave me a feeling of comfort...or maybe it was a feeling of love...?

Peace?

Amity?

Contentment?

No...

It was security...

I was simply safe in his arms.

No doubt about it.

But....why don't I feel protected anymore?

I mean.

He's laying right beside me....

His back to me.

I don't know what he's thinking.

Or, how much he's breathing.

He won't tell me.

He won't let me.

But....he's beside me!

That's all that matters...!

I just don't know why I don't feel as safe anymore??

Like.

I'm RIGHT beside him...

I don't see why-

Oh...

Huh.

Maybe that's why...

~ LaKyndra Larkin ~