Seriously, I don't even know if that's a thing in English. I use the Swedish word for it all the time to describe what's wrong with me. I used the translation.

Because yes, something is very wrong with me more days than not. I have a tendency to place my head in thoughts that go something like this: I'm not good enough. This is crap. Why am I doing this? And it goes on and on and on...regardless of what anyone says. 

You'll not be happy to hear this, but every now and then, I consider removing a lot of stuff from Wattpad. Those novels I'm not happy with. The novels I would want to edit, but don't have time to correct. 

But you know, it's another one of those moments--Queen-up, Avy. Don't let your self-esteem ruin the fun. 

  Charlize Theron is my spirit animal. She's gorgeous, and she's so fierce!!! I want to be like her when I grow up <3 (Okay, not the evil witch queen, but you get it)