I once lied
to me that I could be perfect in being perfect
But I realised,
I could be more perfect in being imperfect this time
When,
Tears tore my heart into two- one side alive
the other almost dead
Their heat and acid burning my cheeks,
a reminisce of those a day when I was free

I have messed up my whole
Taken the wrong treads and had my feet hurt
I don't regret for me,instead I apologize to myself.
I'm sorry I am prone to messing up about life...
Chocking decisions
Leave me fading like a rose at sunset
Hated the realities of love
I want to be free of freedom to fall in love

Tried to move but stagnation is glued on my feet
Tried to scream out anger but my lips are tied too
My heartbeat
feels like an ocean
So many creatures inside pump  pressure and hopelessness!

Let me curse me for once
Let me apologize to me
I hope tomorrow be better
I'm made of darkness now
Maybe,
I need no light
Not to see love anymore