Adonis

Rising out my bed, I stretched to see it was a little few minutes til 8, getting out my bed and walked to bathroom to use the bathroom, while checking my notifications. While I was checking my notifications, I looked and seen a few messages from Instagram down low niggas, and one from Donté,making me roll my eyes. I spot out the foam out my mouth and went to my living room to get something to drink. I grabbed my apple juice, but only to be interrupted by notification sound, sighing I grabbed my phone and seen it was from Donté, Again.

Rolling my eyes, I closed the app and went into my room, grabbing my clothes and went back into the bathroom and took a shower. While taking a shower, I turned the music on, LUV- Tony Lanez, singing the the lyrics, and heard my doorbell ring making me sigh, getting out and wrapped a towel around me. Walking to the front door, I opened the door to see my brother standing there typing on his phone, making me clear my throat.

"Nigga go put on some clothes, nobody wants to see your little small body with your small dick" pushing em out the way, plopping on my couch and grabbing my remote and turned on the TV.

"Nigga this dick ain't never small, so you can shut up, I'll be back, and don't eat up my food, knowing your ass you'll eat up a whole damn kitchen, cafeteria, and house. Knowing yo little hoes you have don't and can't even cook a damm dinner, breakfast, or lunch except give you " their" food between their legs" walking off to my room to put on my clothes, putting on some cologne with some deodorant. When I walked back to my living room, I seen this nigga in my damn kitchen, Fatass. I walked behind him, scaring his ass making him scream like a bitch in those movies and dropped his sandwich. Laughing at him, I walked back to my couch and grabbed the remote.

"So what the special occasion of seeing my older brother at my humble home?" flipping through channels and putting my foot unto my table, with him coming by and sitting down on the seat next to me.

"I got a letter a few weeks ago....from Dad."making me stop what I was doing and turned to look at him, seeing him looking of to space. I knew something wasn't right. I turned the tv off, turning towards him.

"I got one too, why you waited til now to tell me?"hearing him sigh angrily, sniffling indicating that he is about to cry, making me grab him and hold him while he cried onto my shirt, making it wet, but I don't care. My brother had it worst than me, because he was the first one who seen the denial of his father towards his mother, the arguments they have everyday over stupid shit, the first one to see his father leave for another man, while I was in the dark until I finally understood why he left. The day he caught our father with another man, he turned to another person that day. He never ate, sleep, but cried everyday trying to see why his father what he did, he blamed himself everyday. When he cried, I always hold him to keep him from doing what he was doing, blaming himself for my own father. He worked his self off to provide for me and mother, even when my mother was working, he still would do what he had to do.

"Because I didn't want you think about his dead beat ass, I would keep him away from you and mom If I have to. What he did to us, is unforgivable. He walked out on us for some ugly wacky ass nigga, when he had two kid and wife, then go have the audacity to take everything from us for that hoe. No letter or money he send to us is not go help or convince me to forgive his ungrateful ass." calming down, he got up and went to the bathroom, while I sat there and waited for him. A few minutes, he came back and sat down.

"I understand where you coming from, and I feel the same way. He sent me 2,000 dollars, and I still have it. I might take to the bank and just add it to my savings account. The letter he sent me I just threw that shit in the trash, but we need to watch for mama. He wrote that he'll be coming down soon." seeing him roll his eyes, blowing out breath.

"Look Ado, we need to keep this between me and you until its time to tell mom about the letters, you worry about college, and I'll worry about sperm donor. I got to go to work, I'll let you know when I get off. Ill see you later bro" getting up, hugging him and walked him to the door. I walked to my room, putting on my shoes, and grabbing my keys and left the apartment, go into the car and drive to the bank. I arrived to the bank, going inside to the window to help put money inside my saving accounts. A hour later, I left the bank to go to pay my light bill, then after I left from there, I went to car insurance place to pay for the insurance and car note. After leaving from doing what I was doing I looked at the time that it 10:34 a.m., grabbing my phone and text Donté to meet me at the public library.

Arriving to the library, I parked my car, getting out and walked inside through the entrance, looking for him, making me sigh grabbing my phone and text him.

Closing my phone off, I went inside my bag, getting some paper and a pen writing some goals I want to accomplish during these four months that I have to work with Donté, make me start thinking over things. Now I got to be stuck with working with him for 4 damn months, making me irritated. So, I'll just not really put myself out there, meaning I'm just go be the non giving person. I know he only want me for ass, he do it to other people, so I know he will do it to me. Then, with Donnrie now confessing his feelings for me, now that was a surprise. I want to be with him, I really do. He smart, he comfortable to be around, he takes time to give, but the problem is..... I don't have the same feelings for him like that except as a brother. I don't want to lead him on, this is really hard for me, but when I make my decision, we'll see where this go.

Seeing Donté come in the door, he walked with his headphones in with a big bag of food and a tray with two large drinks, bobbing his head, and saw me, smiling my way, making me blush and roll my eyes, what the hell is wrong with me? He sat down putting a drink in front of me, grabbing a Big Mac with large fries.

"Donté, I told you I didn't want any-" being cut off with Donté looking at me blankly, sipping his drink.

"Adonis, I got it because I wanted to, and before you talk about you did not want me to spend money like that, I remind, I wanted to, now just eat the food, so we can do this project" making me roll my eyes, grabbing the burger opening it and eating. A few minutes later, I balled up the paper and put it on the bag, grabbing my tea and drunk some, while grabbing my list and giving it him, while he gave me his.

"Okay, so we go first talk about out goals, fulfilling them in a month, but we write one goal that we should accomplish by the 4th month. So, you have my list of goals, but one goal that I wrote that I want to accomplish by the 4th month is finding love and getting my Bachelor Degree & Masters Degree, what about you?" looking up to see him looking at me, with a look I cant put my finger on, but it made me look somewhere than his face.

"Well mines is the same like yours, and something else......" making me look at him questionably, raising my eyes brows at him.

"And what is that"seeing leaning in into my ear, licking his tongue onto it, making me shudder

"Make you call me Daddy, better yet Zaddy" making me roll my eyes, pushing his head away from my ear, hearing him chuckle and laugh a little

"Oh, We'll See About That, Donté"

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