Donté

Looking at the nigga or man that I was in love with makes me want to just breakdown and cry, but I can't. My feelings for him changed. The only thing I have for him is fucking hatred and anger. He left me. He was part of the reason of who I am. He just came to me and called it quits with no explanation,only saying its over. Til this day, I'll never forget how he made me feel. Like dumb, broken hearted,cold mother fucker. And now seeing him, right now in my face is giving mixed emotions. I want to hug him, but yet again I want to lunch him until he can't breathe no more.

What do I do?

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"What the fuck are you doing here, Kevin?Better yet, how the hell you get here, and find me?"crossing my arms, trying to not show emotions towards him,while he just stood there and just smirk when I was serious as hell.

"Well hey to you too. No hug,kiss, nothing just straight bitterness. But to answer your question,your friend Donnrie called me,or better yet messaged me on Instagram, I was surprised because I haven't heard from neither of you or the crew. And to answer your other question, I came to see what the school is all about, and to hear about my ex being the top hoe of the college, I got interested. But, I see your doing good for yourself seeing that your doing something good for yourself." coming closer to me, while I backed a little because I didn't want him touching me. Looking to see Don coming up with Shauna talking, and see them look like they arguing a little until he looked across to see Kevin, me and Adonis. He walked and dapped Kevin,smirking my way.

"Wassup, Kev. I see you finally made it fool, and I see you found Donte and my baby Adonis. Hey babe" hugging Adonis and kissing him on the cheek, which inside pissed me off but I didn't show it but Ado looked confused and puzzled.

"Don, what the hell going on?" moving from under him and went  unto his car while I just looked at Kevin.

"Nothing babe,  Kevin wanted to see what the hype was all about in the school, and well I invited him to come and I guess have other plans. Let's go and give them their privacy." trying to pull Ado, but he pulled away and got into his car.

"Negro, no. I got work to do, and I already what you go want to do when we together, ya nasty ass. Good luck Donte, I'll  see you tomorrow."closing his door and turning on the car and back up driving off while Donnrie walked away shaking his head.

"Now that they are gone, where we're we? You know I came here to see you, so what's up?" coming up to my face trying put his arms around my waist, but  I pushed far away from me.

"There ain't no wassup and there ain't  no other reason to even talk to me, you walked the duck out my life with no reason, and now you expect to let you back into my life? Nigga get the fuck out of here with all that bullshit. I already have enough of bullshit  going on, I don't  need you in my life to make it worse" walking away not very far, only to be pulled back into a hard and warm chest, but I push away from him.

"Look man, that was in the past,  I've  better myself and I want to work on us.  I know what I did doesn't change the fact that I left, but you have to understand, that happened and we have to move from that. Now co-"stopping him from touching me again.

"Move on from it? Are you serious? You know what let me refresh your memory and you tell me how to move on from that."

Flashback

Hearing some knocking from  his door, Donte got up to see it was Kev standing in the door looking on his phone like it was very important. Opening the door he greeted him with a hug, but only for Kevin to push him to the side which made Donte  looked confused but just shook it off and closed the door back.

"Wassup?  No hug?  Kiss nothing?" looking at Kev who just looked on his phone,  but when Donte cleared his throat he looked  up and he looked annoyed which made Donte  looked more confused.

"We gotta talk. I think, no,  we need to break up ion want to be with you nomo" shrugging his shoulders, while Donte looked at him funny and started laughing think it was a joke but Kevin wasn't  laughing, he stared  at him with no emotions none whatsoever.

"OH you serious?  Why? What for,  I thought we had something good going on?" sitting down by him trying to hold his hand, but Kevin snatched  his hand away from him, which hurt Donte  deep inside.

"Look don't  make this hard enough  for me as it is, just accept it and move on. We had a good thing but all good things comes to a end. I wi-" cutting him off, Donte  got up to quick having a tear roll down his face because  of the shit he was hearing from someone he thought that loved him.  His first of everything. First love.  First kiss. First giving his virginity to. But right now it's hurting so much that he feels he can't  breathe.  He punched a hole the wall yelling at Kev.

"DON'T YOU FUCKING SIT HERE AND SAY YOU LOVE ME AND ALWAYS WILL WHEN YOU SITTING HERE LOOKING LIKE YOU DON'T  GIVE A FUCKING OF HOW I FEEL!  I GAVE YOU MY ALL, BUT NOW I FEEL STUPID FOR EVEN DOING THAT! I TRUSTED YO BITCH ASS-YOU KNOW WHAT?  GET THE DUCK OUT MY HOUSE AND DON'T COME BACK SINCE YOU CAN'T  TELL ME WHY YOU LEAVING. " walking to the door and opening it and looking away from Kevin who just shrugged his shoulders and got  up walking out.

" But remember this Kevin, I will never forgive you til the day I die, I promise that." slamming the door,  going to the couch, Donte  sat there crying his heart out like it was nothing else to even believe  in anymore.

Flashback Over

"I know what I did that day was wrong Donte. But I'm  telling you right here, right now, I've  changed,  and now that I'm  here I'm  going to win you back, even  if it hurts me, I pro. I promise you that" walking up  to me and gripping my face,  kissing me passionate and slowly, making  me moan a little,but ended when I pushed him off.

"I will never forgive you and let you."seeing him smile a little and walking backwards.

"You will.  Watch me." winking at me while walking off while I just stood there touching my lips.

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