dear oliver,
i want to die, oliver.
i really do. i can’t
live in a world filled
with beautiful people.
i don’t belong here.

“have you looked at
yourself in the mirror?”
father’s voice chattered
throughout the room
as everyone ate silently.

“no other girl in your
school has to get her
clothes personalized,
i bet. just a waste of
money.”

i know father, i know. i know
that i am a waste of money.
i know that i mean absolutely
nothing to you. i know
this. and more. but
please, do you have
to remind me?


quinn